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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

I am feeling calm, already focussing on tomorrows therapy.

All week obssessional thoughts about not going for I am in one second ashamed for what I have disclosed to my T and in the next second wanting to tell him that everything was just made up to have his attention...

I asked a friend to go shopping with me tomorrow morning and to "escort" me afterwards to therapy. That makes me feel safe and serene, and not so much at the mercy of my changing moods, for I really know it is best for me to go there.

Trying to get a good night's sleep... :sleep:
 
Feeling insecure and hopeless. Unsure of where I belong or if I even belong anywhere. Feel like crawling in a cave and hibernating until the feeling passes. Problem is...it never passes. Until I can accept myself, I will never believe anyone accepts me. Lack of identity, no sense of who I am. Stumbling along in the dark. Tired.
 
(((Deb))), (((Froggie))), (((PH))), (((HUGS))).

I am trying not to think of tomorrow, it makes me anxious.

I have to go into Birmingham, luckily H will drive me. I have to go see a consultant dental surgeon so he can assess for the compensation claim, work which I have had carried out. I am so fed up with fighting for compensation, one consultant after another.
 
Feeling very sick to my stomach. Disappointed because it marks the second time I've gotten sick from eating at my favorite restaurant. Going to have to stop going, that's a bummer. Other than that little thing though, doing very well. It's funny how easily we can feel 100x better once we get back on the right track...and it's amazing how doing one small thing that is against who we are, can completely throw us for a loop.
 
I have been trying to figure out what I'm feeling, and all I can say, is I must be grieving.

It is like one minute, I'm sad, the next angry and then there are tears.

It is like I'm coming out of "denial" and seeing myself differently, as I process all the changes that I have faced as well as all of the losses, all at the same time.

All I can is that it really does stink, at times, as I try to hang-in there!
 
.I am done with my errands. Had such good conversations with the people at McDonalds. I love that they know us. I came home and was looking for more pictures. This is so much fun. It is very creative and I just love it. It is so much fun looking for things for the special people around here. I am a kid with a very cool new toy. I feel so great, two days in a row. It is some kind of record for me. I hope it lasts:laugh:
 

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