What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Lady of Longbourn]

I am feeling hopeful and organized. Clever and healthy.

 

[Indra]

Tensed. Like I want to crawl out of my skin.
Alone. :cry:

 

[Spiderallis]

Very relieved, and thankful for the awesome clinic I've been going to. The doc got my aches and pains sorted out, I know why and what to do about them. The clinic is setting me up to meet with what they call a personal health advisor, someone to help me figure all these things out and see about getting insurance. Started the trauma part of therapy today, just a little bit, but it's a first step. Even picked up a treat for me at the thrift store, a tea-for-one pot and cup set like I've wanted for a while. Great day, but I'm exhausted.

 

[Desiresdestiny]

I'm feeling angry I think more of a self hatred towards my self more specifically my body.....if I could crawl out of my body I would :(

 

[nie]

I feel all tied up. My jaw and neck and shoulders are so tight. I'm frustrated. I've been meditating and praying more, exercising, and listening to relaxation tracks. I know that what is going on in my family is messed up, I just didn't realize how much it was messing me up.

 

[intothelight]

I am nervous about the bone marrow biopsy and hopeful that the results confirm the remission. So many questions in my mind about my own decisions and I don't like being in a place where I second guess myself. So instead of being critical of myself about it, I'll view it as re-evaluating. List the pros and cons and either affirm the decision and move on, or look at the alternatives.

Saddened by seeing those around me struggle and feeling at a loss of what to do or say. Knowing at one level I cannot "fix" things for people, but hoping that I am not a source of their pain. I never want to be a burden to anyone, but finding the middle ground is so hard. Trying to be supportive without being smothering. Trying to not be a burden without shutting people out.

 

[Red Feather]

(((((((((((((Intothelight)))))))))))))) You're not a burden to anyone!!!

I feel lost without a map. I feel paralysed. I wished I could finally start therapy. Still have to wait several weeks. When I asked my T how long it would take she replied that I should be patient and she already told me how long it would take. I hope I made the right choice with her. I wish my life would finally settle.

 

[CraftyCath]

I am nervous about the bone marrow biopsy

My thoughts and prayers are with you ITL as you have your biopsy and I hope things are OK for you.

I'm feeling better than I was. I've had my blood test and they took 3 tubes of blood to test for everything! I have to wait a eek for the results but I'm now taking iron tablets (even though my doctor didn't ask me to) in the hope that I can start to feel better sooner rather than later.

 

[Froggie]

Candle burning, you are in my thoughts sweet ((((Deb))))

 

[Srain]

Trying to be supportive without being smothering. Trying to not be a burden without shutting people out.

Nev'ah! Nope! My thoughts and prayers are with you and for all you give and the least I can do is let you know despite whether I type it here or not, I hold close in mind in my hopes and gentle thoughts.

 

[Srain]

Struggling with pain and tipping emotional imbalance due to HRT runaround with pharmacies. Both Migraine and hormones seem to be in be in short supple or discontinued, however nobody thought to notify me but rather waited for me to call to discover this. I imploded for a short period of time seeing as this time vital to have both while being slammed and sleep is vital with a Migraine.

I'm grateful I was able to reign it in and even though I snipped at my Hunny, I still managed to step back and say I was sorry. We both know why I'm panicked and upset with pain, that does not excuse my actions.

 

[Zef]

I'm tired and a little scared about having some increased symptoms after yesterday's session with my t.