ms spock
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I just cried and cried today. I feel so alone and so lost.
Gosh I hope I am healing on a deep level or something like that. Otherwise I really scared that I am in big trouble. Of course I could be feeling deep grief over M's death, but of course, paniking that something is wrong with me, is the first order of business!
I rang a friend I needed to have contacted and sorted out picking up stuff from ages ago. Gosh I cried afterwards I am always stuffing things up and getting it wrong.
I feel very low today. The crying was good though. The crying was a relief.
Gosh I hope I am healing on a deep level or something like that. Otherwise I really scared that I am in big trouble. Of course I could be feeling deep grief over M's death, but of course, paniking that something is wrong with me, is the first order of business!
I rang a friend I needed to have contacted and sorted out picking up stuff from ages ago. Gosh I cried afterwards I am always stuffing things up and getting it wrong.
I feel very low today. The crying was good though. The crying was a relief.