What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Abstract]

worried that i'm dying inside.

Springer,
I have been reading how you have been feeling and am really concerned. When I have felt that bad and have felt anaesthetised I have been unable to ask for the help I needed. I wish you would reconsider about the community nurse issue. I have not done it but I have come across others who have and they can help advocate on your behalf when you are unable to.

 

[Springer80]

I don't know if I can put myself through more 'tests'. My life has become nothing. I don't work. I messed up with the loveliest person I'd ever met last year. I can't even be bothered to write down all the things which are relevant and making me cry. I've done writing down so many times before. My life is about saving my life but nothing ever happens. I don't know how I got like this.

 

[Abstract]

Nothing is ever as hopeless as it seems. Everyone can find some healing. I really believe that. Others will help carry you through the process. If we think of the whole journey it feels too much so often it is better to just take one small step at a time. Something needs to change for you. You can't carry on like this. Can you start a thread and post about getting help and go tiny baby steps at your own speed?

 

[Tinyflame]

Dear Dear Springer, Abstract is right, and it's ok and the only way to manage to sometimes be carried. I think we are hardest on ourselves.

Not sure of the words but am here too, Big :hug:.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

(((Springer))) I am feeling with you. I think it starts by expressing yourself which you are doing in these posts. I say you are brave and couragous to trust us with a little. This is how trust is earned. A little at a time builds over time. I hope in time you will get sick and tired of being sick and tired and go and get some help for you. It will take inner strength and a determination that you will keep on looking for the right help until you find it. I am rooting for you and cheering you on from the sidelines. My heart goes out to you right now. Hugs.

 

[Britt.f7]

Springer, I was feeling that way in early spring of this year. I was completely hopeless. I got out of it, fell back in it(though not as horrible) at the end of August and coming out of it now. It is getting to the point where it is almost night and day. I know when I was at either stage, especially the completely black hole, no amount of encouragement penetrated me. It took a long time for me to see and feel what other's were saying. If I hadn't reached out this spring, I do not think I would be here now.:(

So please know, no matter how difficult it is to believe it, that the other's are right. There is light at the end of the tunnel. You just need to reach out. It doesn't happen over night, but it does happen.

I wish you hope and strength!

 

[Britt.f7]

I'm alternating between tired and alert. Are those feelings?

 

[Addy]

Tired
Scared
Ignored and Unworthy
But still with a glimmer of hope

 

[p-no]

I don't know. I hardly ever don't know. I think I'm delayed in my reaction to my visit to my good friend and her son on the weekend. Everything's been turned upside down. I'm thinking of moving back there. I want to post a question to parents with PTSD kids and other sufferers and keep avoiding it.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I got every single one of my errands done. I am just relaxing now. It is cloudy now and mabe it will rain. Well we missed it and I am glad. I feel a great sense of accomplishment for today.

 

[Changing4Best]

I'm feeling liked, listened to, cared about and properly treated with respect. These things have all occurred HERE on these Forums. So thanks everyone here!

 

[Loveneverfails]

inadequate