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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

I feel like I don't want to wake up tomorrow, just get up when the day is over. That way I will have missed my (ex)husband's birthday and the fact he doesn't want me in his life anymore. Much easier to blame me for his problems than address the real issues. I feel the same about Christmas and our impending wedding anniversary in January. Would have been 28 years together. Life sucks!!!:(
 
I am feeling so happy. The next two days will be fun filled. I get the grandkids on Saturday all to myself to decorate my tree. I will serve them hot chocolate and cookies. I will also have them decorate my house. I will keep them all day. I feel so wonderful. It has been a slow week. I got the wash done for the week. I took out the trash. I just feel wonderful. I love days like these.
 
I am feeling so excited. Note to self, do not open Kris Kringle gifts at 10pm. I'm like a kid at Christmas, oh yeah I am a 52 yo kid at Christmas :D.

Today has been seriously good. H is home, I recieved a card and gift from Amethist (I will save that for Christmas Day), my new camera arrived, my huge order of scented candles arrived, I spoke to me daughter (and I will see her tomorrow), then capped it off by opening 2 extremely thoughtful and spot on gifts.

Life is damn good and I feel blooming marvellous:singing::hug:
 
I realized today (and have known/felt for ages) that I don't trust anyone in my family. The ones who are close I don't trust, the ones I would talk to I don't trust not to pass it back to the ones I definitely don't trust...


This sounds all too familiar for me. You would be surprised how many ppl like us have trust issues. Ours may be more stronger because of ppl and bad experiences. I understand exactly what you feel and know. You are not alone. This year was a big whammy of mistrust and lack of respect.
 
I should feel relieved that a decision was made about my medical treatment. Instead I still feel uneasy.

Uneasy and unsteady sounds more reasonable to me. I felt the same way after my relaxation therapy session. So much said and done; I found out a lot about how I am and why. The most intriguing is that: i feel safer in an office room with a therapist or some sort of professional for ptsd than in my own home.
 

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