What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[ms spock]

I am feeling a bit cheeky.

 

[garden]

" I want the support of a cohesive and happy family"

Greenfrog2, I relate to how you're feeling. I have struggled for years with my desire to heal my whole family so that we can actually be a real family that loves each other. In the past year I have slowly been letting go of this need and desire, and it's been hard at times, and empowering at others. It's like I've had to really change the way I'm looking at it all, and that's hard to do sometimes. The heart wants what it wants. I find comfort by reminding myself that even though I've been through so much crap, I still have a heart that knows how to love. When I read your post, It seems to me that your heart is trying to love, it's the subject of your hearts love that is problematic...

 

[Britt.f7]

Crying is cathartic. It is only when I couldn't stop and I cried at inappropriate things that we started a medication that helped me respond appropriately.

I'm feeling somewhat happy. My son has come sit by me this morning and is keeping me company. Sometimes he goes into saying or singing silly things. Hard to be down when he is doing that.

 

[Traumagirl]

Good morning. I feel tired and a little sad. We have the big family Christmas tonight. My husband's family is so big, they have to hire a hall for their Christmas party. They'll be food and dancing. SO, I should feel better soon.

((((((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))))) to everyone.

 

[Sazza]

Today I feel really low spent all afternoon asleep in bed. I'm so tired of fighting and this time year isn't my favourite.

KP have great night with your daughter !!!!

 

[goingonhope]

Today is just a very stressful day. I feel this stress throughout my head and body. My fingers are cold and clumsy and mind slow and bogged down. Overall I feel like processed sh't, ....yet not chiefly due from chemical processing, (well cigg's, yes - that's right) but mostly industrial processing. :nailbiting:

I feel like I'm on the verge of delirium from too great of stressors and illness slowing me down and making me overwhelmed. There is that point in which stress turns to either delirious humor or insanity. I won't even mention which I prefer; fear I might get the exact opposite.

Anyhow, so long and have a Happy 4th of July. :p

(LOL)

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I am feeling good today. I will get the girls and we will decorate the tree and house for christmas. I will take pictures and share them if I can figure out my camera. I know today will be a good day.

 

[Spiderallis]

I'm feeling down and overwhelmed. Too much else going on to worry about me, going into autopilot through the turbulence. Add another bundle of guilt to the cargo, I can't crash, it'll only make things worse if I don't postpone this.

 

[Let It Be]

It was one of those evenings where I tossed and turned. Kept wondering what was going on. My thoughts wouldn't stop and I had to look at that thought and then another.

The thoughts were about my feelings, and how one after the other, were about how I grew up, being invisible, and how those feelings of not existing, have played out in my life, over and over by certain people that have been in my life!

It might have been a restless night, but am grateful for the awareness and insight that I am having!

 

[Loveneverfails]

Peaceful, a little lonely. When the kids are with their dad it's so obvious how alone I feel.

 

[KatB]

Why is it so difficult to put a feeling to what I'm feeling? Every morning I try to answer this question and truly, most of the time I just don't know.

I feel the same exact way. Most of these days are becoming shorter and nights are becoming extremely longer. I am ALWAYS trying to put a feeling to what is going on my insides.

 

[KatB]

I agree with Lema. I believe that the heart wants what it wants and to actually let go of the notion is really, really hard to do. The idea of a cohesive and loving family is becoming a lingering fantasy in my own head as reality rears its ugly head of rivalry and division. It's the facts that are hard to accept and the truth of my past to let go of. It is easier when you have full support and attention of others around you; otherwise, it's an uphill fight.