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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

For the most part I am doing well; spending a nice, quiet evening at home, relaxing and taking it easy. There is a wind advisory for my area and it makes me a little antsy, but by and large I am doing ok. Sending out some healing hugs to all who want/need them and hopes for a peaceful, joyful holiday season!!
 
I feel so much better than I did. I am getting ready for christmas. I did the food shopping today. I talked to my daughter on the phone today. Got mocha frappes. I have been watching christmas movies. I am feeling so much better. We will get tacos for dinner tonight. I was a mess for a day. I just vegged. It was worth it because I feel so much better. I still have some anxiety but it is not so bad.
 
I'm still not feeling much emotionally. It isn't as bad as it was when I was a kid though, because I can feel them deep down. I am just not allowed to express much here--I guess I'll have to let it all come out once I'm safe back at school.

As I said, I'm still numb but beneath the surface are: angry, sad, frustrated, and tired. And a bit of happy, but my ability to be happy is what has kept me going, it's my defense when I'm not allowed to process my other emotions.
 
Once again miss lead by a medical clinic that has resulted in more pain and now I find out permanent damage to my foot. Angry! Sad! Depressed!

Sucks to be low income and think you are being taken care of by professionals when really they are doing damage.


I can so empathize with you. I had to ahev a tumor removed from my left foot years ago, and that "wonderful" doctor almost made me lose my leg. He put a turniquet up high on my leg, then forgot it was there. sigh. Now I have metal pens rather than bones in that foot. Low income medical care is worse than none at times. I'm lucky now. I'm on hospice care and my doc is the best.

Hang in there. This rollercoaster called life can get to be a very bumpy road at times.

safenow
 
Can I identify my feelings? No. Wait wait I can do this. Wait no. There are too many. Or maybe there is only one. I really don't know. I feel depressed. And I feel guilty. And frustrated. And numb or something I can't identify. Oh and impatient about all of it too. I might be cranky. I just want to go to bed. And not have bad dreams or night terrors. And sleep all the way through the night. And I want to wake up in the morning not feeling anxious. Ya know.. for a change :shifty:.
 

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