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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

All feelings for wife are now dead. She feels dead to me and I'm treating her like that. I just can't help it. It's like a PTSD superpower in times of total stress. I wish it wasn't so but I have tried everything. She told the kids yesterday and it was like a stake through my heart. I feel nothing but empathy with them but have to be careful what I say. They're too young and vulnerable.
 
I feel Sad, Lonely, Upset with myself that I still sent my PTSD friend a text today after 3 days of me not contacting him. What is wrong with me that. I can't let GO? I have many guys that would love to date me but instead I have no desire to let anybody else lose to me again. I'm living in the past. I feel ALL the rejection I felt as a child growing up with uncontrolled eczema. I need to get back in therapy but my therapist is also the site director and always gets interrupted during our sessions or tells me her issues. i like her but the last time I had a appointment to see her she made me wait 15 minutes while she put christmas gifts away. I left because I was really in a bad place. I'm just tired of her other duties taken precedent over my mental health. I'm just blabbing...Sorry! I'm hurting and have been hiding it from my kids who are staying with me until they close on their house tomorrow.
 

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