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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

I am feeling ok. My sister called me yesterday and luckily I was out of the house. I am dreading her calling me. I have not heard from her in three months and I thought she cut me off and I was relieved. I really dread having a phone conversation with her.
 
Confused. Today was a weird day for me. I was tired and cranky and it didn't seem to go away. I didn't want to isolate but when I was around my family everything was overstimulating to me. The tv was too loud. People around me wouldn't stop talking. There were moments I'd roll my eyes. It seemed like everything that people asked me were pointless questions because the answer was so obvious. I don't know why I was so irritable today. Even that was frustrating me.
 
I have had a hectic few days and I'm feeling proud of how I have managed them.

Some days were better than others and one thing is for sure. I have been way out of my comfort zone.

Today sees me hiding in our home office whilst a nice but noisy man replaces the bay window in my lounge. Lots of banging, drilling and earlier, breaking glass. The glass and drilling are stressors for me, but so far so good. The dogs are laid at my feet, giving me comfort.
 
I am put out at my H. He knows I need some uninterrupted studio days, at least one every few days. I'm working for money which we don't have. That means not making up an agendae for me which interrupts the whole flow of thought, colour and form at any point in a day. Please, I am so far behind. Yet we are older and I shouldn't put the whole burden of snow shovelling the drive way on him. DUNG BEETLES!!!!!
 

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