What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[LaurieJ]

I am feeling exhausted after swimming laps then walking laps. There is something about being in water that calms me down so I'm feeling calm too.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I am feeling good and happy but tired. I stayed up all night last night watching movies. I am going to take it easy today and do nothing and go nowhere. I am in my pajamas and covered with a soft blanket.

 

[intothelight]

Feels like going through some type of adolescence again, but instead of trying to find out who I am, I am trying to "re-find" who I was and how that fits now. So much emotion and from the "Ice Queen", that is a change from the past few years. But see I never really was the "Ice Queen" and that was just the protective shell that I have been hammering at from the inside. The shell is broken and in a thousand pieces and being put into the rubbish bin. What is inside was broken too, but is now being put back together. Sure there are some cracks, but even those are being filled in. Right now I just can't seem to get better mentally and physically fast enough. But the changes are so dramatic in all areas that it is hard to find the new "normal". I am not even sure what that is as tomorrow it will be different. Not a bad thing, just leaves me feeling very vulnerable.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

My mouth is hurting me so bad. My teeth and gums hurt. I have a dentist appointment coming up but I do not have dental insurance so it will be very expensive to get some relief. I hope he does not have to pull out all of my teeth. I am so tired of the pain. I was feeling good except for the mouth pain.

 

[Changing4Best]

Guilty. I asked my friend/ quasi-boyfriend to come over for lunch and bring a pizza. He doesn't eat pizza, but I did not know this. He later said he was diagnosed with diabetes once and did a huge diet change and now no longer has it. SOOOoo... I sat there eating pizza in front of him and he had a chicken parmesian. He said he liked his and all, I maybe I wonder if he would have preferred piza. I didn't ask.

I ate a lot of pizza because it was so good and I had not had one in a year or so maybe. Also, he got me one with THE WORKS, so I just could not resist. I have not had one of those in maybe a dozen years!!! Anyway, I got so tired from all the starchy crusts, that I had to ask him to leave. Then I felt guilty, but not for long, as I drifted off into a nap.

I suppose I should call him... at least thank him again for the pizza!

 

[BlackbirdSinging]

Depressed discouraged and frustrated. I totally need a hug. This is really hard.

 

[Froggie]

Depressed discouraged and frustrated. I totally need a hug. This is really hard.

Ask and you shall receive .... ((((:hug:))))

 

[The Albatross]

((((Bladkbird Rising))) An extra one for good measure. ;)

 

[Froggie]

I finaly got my computor back ... last Tuesday I was attacked by one H of a virus that tried to steal my identity, my credit card number, hack into my bank account, etc .... Stress was way over the ceiling as I cancelled my cards and have my internet bank account blocked while everything would come back OK. I am lucky that my son-in-law is a specialist in computors and saved the computor. This was such a WTF situation, and of course my dear ol' PTSD was having a hay day again mixing up the source of my anxiety. At least I didn't have to deal with nightmares .... Eurrrkkk but the intrusive thoughts and scenarios were having a hay day ... I'm exhausted ! But happy that it's over !

 

[The Albatross]

I'm feeling annoyance and a bit of anger... I'm working my ass of and spending a lot in gas and am really pissed off to see my net income after all the deductions on my pay stub. I feel like a hamster on a hamster wheel, a slave to the grind. Blue collar... and "the man's" got me by the short and curlies. What do I get for working my ass off? Not very damn much. But at least I'm working.

 

[Deleted member 6617]

Depressed discouraged and frustrated. I totally need a hug. This is really hard.

Here is another for you :hug: Actually it is mutual...I needed one too, so thanks!

 

[Core]

I believe I am feeling rested.