I feel really tired, but not sleepy. I hope I can get some rest tonight. I am out of nightmare medicine and so I feel a little apprehension about going to sleep. I am still waiting for my doctor to call in some antidepressant medication, and feel somewhat depressed and sad. :(
I am struggling with physical pain as well and feel frustrated. I suffer insomnia, but do have some medication I can take, it just hasn't been very effective as I wake up after a couple hours of sleep. I don't really like having to take so much medication, but for now it is necessary.
Anyway, despite all of this, I am hopeful for a better day tomorrow and am really grateful for my forum friends. I take great comfort in knowing I am not alone and that I have friends who can and will support me through the hard times. It means so much!!!