What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[billie]

I feel like I have no soul. I need to fight for it.

 

[Britt.f7]

Glad, I think, to be alive. Death thoughts were at the fore front of my mind before sleeping last night and I cried myself to sleep. I have many reasons to live. I'm trying to hold onto those. At least I don't feel as dark as I did last night.

 

[Red Feather]

Feeling much better today. I finally found a good lung doctor and that is a big relief. I had more energy today too.

 

[Red Feather]

@billie You definetely do have a soul. I hope you can take good care of it. (((((hugs))))) :hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:

 

[ninja]

Deeply touched. Worth something. :)

It is rainy (in February!!) today. One of those dark, cozy mornings. I love them.

 

[Spiderallis]

I'm alternating between depression and anxiety, a bit overwhelmed and afraid of being scolded if I say anything about it.

 

[natalya]

With having ptsd I find myself struggling with ibs.Constipated. Annoyed. Scared. Alone. Agitated. In other words feel like crap...

 

[EverOnly358]

These days are so much of an emotional rollercoaster that I feel like I'm on drugs, I feel like this is one giant trip and the activity in my brain is like a kaleidoscope....

Oh my God, yeah... that's exactly how I feel lately... since December really. :laugh:

I am feeling very tired after having such a wonderful day. I am going to go to bed soon. I feel so good. I did not wake up stressed out and anxious this morning.

Me, too. I felt tired last night after having a great day, and ended up getting to sleep after only maybe 45 minutes of tossing and turning, slept great for 7 hours and then woke up with no problem, feeling great. I so rarely wake up feeling great... but I have the last two days. :playful: Yay!

It is rainy (in February!!) today. One of those dark, cozy mornings. I love them.

Here, too and me, too! I hate the sunlight, it's my arch-nemesis! :cool: (Sorry @franciemarnie, seems like you're a fan of the sun, right? LOL!)

(Why am I always copying other people's emotions? Can't I figure this out myself? Apparently not. :rolleyes: (Click my avatar to see my quote and justification for why this is okay.))

What else am I feeling? :alien:

I'm feeling really happy today. :happy: My husband tossed in two more (slightly late) Valentine's Day presents... or more like early birthday presents. Yeah, I think that's what we're going to do... since my birthday is less than 2 months away. Why today? Because there were some awesome deals on two things I've been saying I wanted for years. We didn't want to miss the opportunity. But it's SO INCREDIBLY NICE for me to get stuff! Usually it's all about the kids... or sometimes B, but I'm always last on the list to get stuff like clothes, etc., all the time except Christmas, when definitely, B is at the end of the list. (He's impossible to shop for... he doesn't want anything... Jeez, what's up with that??? :confused: Doesn't he know that shopping is totally awesome?)

I'm feeling really physically tired. Pushed myself just maybe a tiny bit too far with the exercise yesterday. I can feel it in my legs. Today, I'm resting... though I should do some knee exercises to keep my right knee from getting to the point it starts to hurt. Maybe a little tiny bit of yoga to stretch? :joyful:

I'm still feeling manic, but less so than yesterday, or I'm learning to control it better, I think. It's always hard to tell during the manic part of the cycle, exactly where I am... it's easier once it's over. I've got a new chart to track the details, LOL! But, I am narrowing in on my "normal," which is great. I just need to keep trying to stay calm, focused, relaxed and not overdo too much. (Y'know, instead of running around like Martha Stewart on crack with limited staff to do her bidding.) :wacky:

And lots of hugs to all that need them. Remember, everything changes. :hug:

 

[macca]

Still having nightmares, but can't remember them. Woke up anxious again. Having terrible trouble finding motivation for even the simplest things, like doing a load of washing. Feeling jumpy and apprehensive.

 

[Upside Down Eagle]

Having terrible trouble finding motivation for even the simplest things, like doing a load of washing

Same here. I'm supossed to look for a new apartment, clean up, but it seems like Mount Everest when I think about it.

Here, too and me, too! I hate the sunlight, it's my arch-nemesis!

Rain and darkness (night) over here! Maybe I'll go for a little walk later. Rainy nights are really the best to go out, as I hate it when during the day I get symptoms in public and people stare.

I've had PMS the whole week, I spent it screaming and agonizing like a horrible victim, destroyed another one of my chairs. I think the neighbors must really hate my guts now, as they never get any peace when I get like this.

 

[Lionheart]

Although I feel pretty good this morning and I am basically happy, I find that I am irritable and feeling sadness. I am likely to start crying for no obvious reason and wonder if this is depression? At any rate, I feel mostly happy and well (with the exception of grief or depression sneaking in on me at random times).

 

[macca]

Ugghh. Still feeling rotten. Depressed and anxious, same old, same old. Looking forward to passing through this bad patch.