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Actually feel quite good (giving a big internet hug to those above who feel naff!) - my bestpal is speaking to me after a heart-2-heart last night, I had a good time in Church this morning with a visiting school AND I managed to finish the crossword in the paper!
Relived that I do not need surgery on my knee after all. MRI just showed a bit of wear and tear as bit old age is creeping in, but surgery might make it worse right now.
Old age creeping in yea right, but I did not have to be told just yet LOL.
When I got up this morning, I would have said "alone," but now after spending a couple of hours reading posts and finding out that I'm not so alone. I would have to say 'hopeful."
Frustrated, just totally frustrated with myself and with how much of a struggle responding, communicating and expressing myself in text I'm having right now.
I'm feeling sad for the friendships I've let slide, depressed and disappointed in myself, guilty for the choices I've made... just generally like a piece of crap.
Feel very anxious, stressed (pins and needles in my hands). Also feeling very angry, and this is the emotion everyone can see on my face. Also have this horrible feeling in my stomach. Chest is heavy.