What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[pebbels]

Heartfelt thanks Athena, Amethist, Artista :Hug_emoticon: I will take on board and apply what you have suggested.

Pebs

 

[catjudo]

Raw. I have spent so much of today not just crying but sobbing. I'm depressed and overwhelmed and everything is catching up with me. I feel as though I'm scrambling to keep my life together but despite my efforts it is slipping away from me. So many feelings of desperation and a day filled with crying have left me feeling raw.

 

[pebbels]

My Mum passed away this evening peacefully. I am sad yet relieved for her that she didn't get to suffer too long and happy because she is reunited with the man she loved, my Dad. xx

Thanks again for everyones kind words, encouragement and thoughts.

R.I.P Mum

Pebs

 

[Deleted member 5760]

Pebbels,

'I'm sorry' just wont cut it. I hope you are ok. My thoughts and prayers are with you x

 

[Grama-Herc]

Pebbles,

I tryed to express my sympathy to you in a pm, but your message center is full. I am so sorry for your loss. My heart goes out to you during this most difficult time in your life. I hope the peace you do feel now helps guide you through this time. Knowing your mum is in a better place and with your dad is comforting to you right now, I am sure.

My prayers to you and your loved ones.

 

[AthenaErdmann]

Pebbels,

Superjen is quite right, "I'm sorry" does not cut it at all. Take care of yourself, and please come and share, vent, whatever you need to do to get through.

:Hug_emoticon::Hug_emoticon::Hug_emoticon:

Athena

 

[amethist]

So sorry to hear that pebbles.

She did not suffer and she is now at peace with your dad.

When in time you smile for no reason you can think off, it will be your mum and dad letting you know that they are together, but still by your side.

Peace, prayers and wonderful memories of them both.

Amethist

 

[Artista]

Sorry. I feel how you do. It will take time to sink in, I'm sure, but what a loss! Take heart in knowing she has no pain and is with her beloved. In some ways it is best to not linger. My mom dealt with it for 4 years. There is no easy way in or outta here!! I am sure she felt all your love. And I bet you still feel hers if you sit and think of it. It never goes away really... just changes form and energy i think.

My best to you...

 

[pebbels]

Awe thanks everyone, your words mean alot to me :) My Mum is at peace and yep Gramma it is giving me comfort to know she is with Dad. Although in the end under heavy sedation she passed peacefully she had been struggling for quite some time(she had emphysema as well) and it was distressing to watch a dear one suffering as i know that some struggle for years like your mum Artista :( so we are grateful that it was reasonably quick. I am holding on tight to your prayers and comforting messages :)

Life huh, a crazy ride.

Pebs

 

[Jestadud]

Sorry to hear your news, thinking of you and probably like others thinking of those that we've lost ourselves.

 

[cherryblossom]

Today I feel like total crap. I'm sick of fighting this shit. I'm fed up and miserable .... I want out

 

[Deleted member 5760]

Today I feel happy..

Can't even believe I'm saying that, but I do. I've spent so long away from my family, probably because I felt I never fit in. And now, here I am, right back where I started. With my family. We were having dinner the other night and my sister (who is someone who has the nerve to crack a joke at a table and get a laugh rather than 'I can't believe you just said that out loud') looked at me and said 'my hands are so much bigger than your's. I reckon mum screwed the milkman'. I couldn't help but laugh. It's so true. We're so different. To imagine we came from the same gene pool is something I couldn't believe - if I knew it wasn't true. My mother replied with 'yes, you weighed 10 pound when you were born and were an absolute nightmare. Jen weighed 5 and gave me some sleep'. Families huh - gotta love em!

Loving being around my family after SO long away :)

P.S - my sister's black pedigree persian cat is now shedding his fur on my bed I just cleaned AND hogging my side of the bed. I have to sit there and admit - it is rather CUTE.