What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[goingonhope]

I am feeling heat, frustration, physical pain across my shoulders and in the column of my neck, STRESS, fear, sadness, anger, fear, sadness, anger, fear sadness anger and basically just really pissed off.

 

[externalsmile]

I'm feeling hopeful.

 

[anni]

Smile, I needed to hear that! Ha! Thank you!Was going to something else about 'what am feeling today'. I'm doing what I think Anthony does not wish us to do and rather hanging on here today a good half an hour too long for security's sake! We leave on vacation tomorrow for a week. YES it's a postive thing, lucky to be going. Am Leaving The House.... . For A Week. Beyond letting go of the control of the house for that dam long ( you know the towels won't stay folded without me to watch them ), do you know how many beady-eyed strangers are lurking at every rest-stop in 800 miles of highway? Logically not many-but in my head there are 400,000.My T would shake his head and say 'Now, and what do you think the reality is?' and make me tell him. Aren't they annoyingly right like that? :)

Sigh. Yes, it will be very nice, will not be a big fat wet blanket for the family and am going to pack now. External Smile posted 'feeling hopeful' which effectively stopped all whining impulese. :)So I am, too, thank you Smile! Am going to make husband promise to leave me at the first rest stop on the turnpike if I resort to any un-vacationlike snivvling.

 

[Lucycat]

I'm feeling sad, scared and ashamed.

 

[PainX2]

I'm feeling anxious, scared, ashamed and useless today.

 

[externalsmile]

I'm feeling sad, disgusted and under pressure.

 

[amethist]

Calm, cool and confidant for our future.

Not felt like this for so long, going hold onto this feeling as long as I can. Nope going to hold onto it for eternity, may loosen my grip now and again, but not letting go.

Dog with a bone syndrome, only let go when you have no choice.

Amethist

 

[James B.]

Feeling a wave of anxiety today and feeling kinda sucky in general. Have been having grief come up and feeling isolated as well. Absence of nicotine may have something to do with this. Just feeling less stable and more fearful than I have in a long time. A spike of anxiety stuff. Doing OK - I got fears, I got grief, and need to focus on learning meditation, stick with it. Just feeling broken down today.

 

[Fragile]

Hey James,
Sorry you're feeling that way - I know the feeling, too. Guess there will always be days like these. Hang in there and know you are thought of with great fondness and much care.

Misty

I'm feeling quite a lot better than yesterday, and thankful for that.

 

[James B.]

I really want to get better, you know? And I'm just so scared that I never will. And I am so scared of being homeless again. And so today I feel cracked up. Letting it just bleed out...tears...

thanks.

 

[Fragile]

I know what you mean and have similar fears. Feeling cracked up is very, very hard to go through. I was going through it yesterday. Just hang in there. Hopefully by tomorrow you will feel better. It never seems like it's possible and yet it always does get better and become bearable and tolerable again. Do something you enjoy if you can. Last night I read my Kindle which I hadn't been able to do in a while and was enjoyable. Am looking forward to that again tonight. We're here for you.

 

[intothelight]

Been symptom free for two days and am shooting for day three. It is so good to be alive right now!