What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Deleted member 12723]

Mercy, so sorry for your loss and I am happy for you that you made such a huge difference for them.

Keep waking up depressed and have to battle it to lift my spirits. I am feeling better now. I am so proud of myself for handling a situation in my life in such a casual way and even succeeded in some progress for me.

Feeling so much better now. A full day ahead of me.

 

[Spiderallis]

I've gone into partial shut-down mode. Lack of sleep, echoes of something awful in my past got stirred up by a similar event semi-nearby, then my t had bad news. My insurance changes finally filtered through the computer system, she's not supposed to have clients with this insurance. Knew it might happen, but we both got a bit teary eyed about it. She helped me pick which of her coworkers will be my new T and set up alternating appointments so it's a gradual shift.

 

[Britt.f7]

Found out my fairly new T is pregnant. After what happened with the last, I'm a little nervous. My husband joked that maybe I should pick male t's. She assures me she isn't going anywhere. That she will be coming back.

 

[notsurewheretoturn]

I feel sad. My parents had to put their dog down today. She was 15 and diabetic and mostly blind and mostly deaf. She had a seizure about 10 days ago and even though she was ok she never really went completely back to her old self.

It sounds like you did the kindest thing for her if she was suffering so much, but its never easy losing a much loved pet. My thoughts are with you.

I haven't been on here for a while, been taking some time away from almost everything, but still haven't managed to get my head together. Someone made a joke about tickling me in my sleep, not funny to me.

I've run out of St. J's Wort and that's not helping either. Sorry I'm not being more positive.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I feel happy, content and feeling inner peace and that is what makes life worth living.

 

[Britt.f7]

Woke up kind of grumpy. Trying to save my mood. For the better.

 

[Anrish]

Exhausted and misunderstood. ...and hungry, but today is a low carbolyte-day....:dead:

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I am feeling so happy and great today. I accomplished so many things and have been taking such good care of myself lately. I love that I am getting real memories of what a great little girl I was. So strong and independent even at such a young age. I am feeling so greatful for all of he recovery work I have done and that I am in such a much better place now. Looking forward to my therapy appointment for a tune up with a therapist I just love.

 

[Philippa]

Feeling self doubt and upsetting myself over something probably quite trivial at the end of the day. Grief, remorse, fear, like I'm wasting my life. Angst over stuff that a friend said last night to me. Maybe I'm over thinking? Definitely second guessing myself. Will I ever break out of that habit? Upset that I'm not in contact with my mother. Conflicted.

 

[CraftyCath]

Anxious and stressed over having no money. We are overdrawn again and need to get the car and washing machine fixed.

I feel used by my aspergic son's and husband who see my as their house keeper/ slave. I really need to find somewhere I can escape to locally just to get away from them but I live in the middle of nowhere. It might have to be the library in the next village.

Feeling unwell as the anaemia is causing problems, tiredness, headaches, restlessness and cramps. It is so hot in the UK too which is also draining.

Despite all that I am proud to say I am hanging in there!

 

[Sandstone]

useless, pointless, devoid of function

 

[Underdog]

A huge release of pent up emotions driving me to not want to do anything else but drink (self-medicate) and finding it hard to resist. I'm lethargic and lost. Scared but relieved at the same time to finally let go of these pent up frustrations. But also realize they aren't the root of the trauma and PTSD. It's a side issue, but still very real at the moment and having a strong impact.