Feeling miserable, and anxious and physically shaking and sore around the neck and shoulders after being massively triggered by an email I received just before, reminding me of when I was attacked in the workplace last year. It brought it all back and I just feel crappy now. :( Feeling scared, nervous, tension in my neck and muscles. Even Vivaldi isn't helping. I feel a bit disorientated, just taking big breath right now to calm down.I feel frail. The feelings of powerlessness and not being strong enough to fight back when she attacked me (she was a BIG woman) are coming to my memory now. The whole experience was so negative and harmful. It's upsetting to be reminded of it. :( I want to sleep but now I don't know that I can for a while...I'm feeling really down in the dumps now, and frightened.