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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?
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Let's see 3:45 in the morning. I feel very tired. I feel very sad. I feel hopeless.
At the same time, I feel good about being invited back into a small group of ladies that I thoroughly enjoy!
At the same time, I feel good about being invited back into a small group of ladies that I thoroughly enjoy!
I feel chuffed and supported by friends helping me to get clients for my new business.
I feel warm physically, and comfortable and content and a bit sleepy...nearly time for bed.
Emotionally...I feel a mix of things. On one hand I am positive about my business and getting clients and making enough money to pay for all the things I need to survive and enjoy my life. I feel motivated to journal, and I feel down about my loss of family, even though I have new 'friends' who are like family.
I feel a bit confused about that as well though, as some of them are very unhealthy for me, and I am meeting healthier people, so I need to keep that in mind. But I have a good family just me and the cat...so can't complain about that...but I still miss my mother at times, and feel sad about it all still. I feel depressed about it actually...I think? Not sure?
I feel proud of myself for how I am managing things now that I have no regular job to go to, and just working to get my own thing happening...and it is. I am proud that I am not settling for less than what I can earn and what I'm worth in my field. I have quite a few people who really appreciate my skills and what I do, and this is a good feeling.
Been slowly recognising and admitting that two people I know, who consider me a good friend, are actually bad for me to be around, and actually abusive in some ways, that they aren't seeing. I'm slowly starting to see that I need to not be around them and it's a confusing feeling, as I thought they cared, but it is starting to feel like I'm just being used or at least one is trying to take advantage of me...but at least I'm not allowing it, and calling her out on it, and putting up boundaries...but I don't trust her.
I feel a bit sad about it, but also glad that I am being directed towards better people and seeing that contrast. I'm feeling supported by people I am seeing in a therapy context, and healing context. I feel they have my best interests at heart. I'm worried. I'm curious to know what is going on inside me though and want to meditate to become more aware of what is there...
I feel safe since I did that work last week on my root chakra and feeling so grounded. I am able to tell myself easily, when I get anxious about money, that it's going to be ok and I will find something and work it out before next rent is due...so I'm glad that I am able to handle it so well and not allow the anxiety to take over...and the worry. I feel proud of myself for that. Feeling free but also wondering why I'm not more happy than I am? Counting my blessings and feeling grateful, and from that joy springs, but it's all changeable. last week I was full of shame and this week I am having more positive feelings.
I feel warm physically, and comfortable and content and a bit sleepy...nearly time for bed.
Emotionally...I feel a mix of things. On one hand I am positive about my business and getting clients and making enough money to pay for all the things I need to survive and enjoy my life. I feel motivated to journal, and I feel down about my loss of family, even though I have new 'friends' who are like family.
I feel a bit confused about that as well though, as some of them are very unhealthy for me, and I am meeting healthier people, so I need to keep that in mind. But I have a good family just me and the cat...so can't complain about that...but I still miss my mother at times, and feel sad about it all still. I feel depressed about it actually...I think? Not sure?
I feel proud of myself for how I am managing things now that I have no regular job to go to, and just working to get my own thing happening...and it is. I am proud that I am not settling for less than what I can earn and what I'm worth in my field. I have quite a few people who really appreciate my skills and what I do, and this is a good feeling.
Been slowly recognising and admitting that two people I know, who consider me a good friend, are actually bad for me to be around, and actually abusive in some ways, that they aren't seeing. I'm slowly starting to see that I need to not be around them and it's a confusing feeling, as I thought they cared, but it is starting to feel like I'm just being used or at least one is trying to take advantage of me...but at least I'm not allowing it, and calling her out on it, and putting up boundaries...but I don't trust her.
I feel a bit sad about it, but also glad that I am being directed towards better people and seeing that contrast. I'm feeling supported by people I am seeing in a therapy context, and healing context. I feel they have my best interests at heart. I'm worried. I'm curious to know what is going on inside me though and want to meditate to become more aware of what is there...
I feel safe since I did that work last week on my root chakra and feeling so grounded. I am able to tell myself easily, when I get anxious about money, that it's going to be ok and I will find something and work it out before next rent is due...so I'm glad that I am able to handle it so well and not allow the anxiety to take over...and the worry. I feel proud of myself for that. Feeling free but also wondering why I'm not more happy than I am? Counting my blessings and feeling grateful, and from that joy springs, but it's all changeable. last week I was full of shame and this week I am having more positive feelings.
Feeling good that I stuck to my boundaries and did not visit with my husband's sister. I let the husband and kids go, but I stayed home. There wouldn't have been anything for me to eat because of this diet I am on, and I didn't want every one knowing I was on a diet. None of their business. I'm glad that I have at least another year before this comes up again for me to see them.
I feel not reliable...and depressed - since I'm getting my monthly issues, that's normal. But still...I felt so bad to tell a colleague that I couldn't participate on a search although I told them I would (but it's impossible when I'm on painkillers...)
And also, I feel relieved. My grandmother had a bit surgery on her heart today - and everything went well.
And also, I feel relieved. My grandmother had a bit surgery on her heart today - and everything went well.
Aw @Britt.f7 , do what's best for you. :hug:
I feel kind of "if-fy", that phone number had called again that left the weird message with the nickname of my dog, but this time they left a normal 'hello' message (no message, actually). But it sounded like a cell phone in the background with a guy's voice that said "when you get him (or 'them', I couldn't tell). Then monday they called again, I answered on purpose & they sid they were for 'duct cleaning'. But everything was closed monday. :(
Under the phone number (not blocked) it showed a "V' and a bunch of other numbers (not matching the phone #). Does anyone know what that is? :(
I feel kind of "if-fy", that phone number had called again that left the weird message with the nickname of my dog, but this time they left a normal 'hello' message (no message, actually). But it sounded like a cell phone in the background with a guy's voice that said "when you get him (or 'them', I couldn't tell). Then monday they called again, I answered on purpose & they sid they were for 'duct cleaning'. But everything was closed monday. :(
Under the phone number (not blocked) it showed a "V' and a bunch of other numbers (not matching the phone #). Does anyone know what that is? :(
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I feel so relieved and hopeful now that the weight of the world has been lifted off of my shoulders. I feel peaceful and content. I accomplished so much today and feel very good about that.
I feel good to have made some honest money today with my first client at home. It went well and he gave me a good review on facebook, so hopefully more women will contact me and let themselves be pampered...I also need a massage. :D
Had a bit of an adventure earlier, and my legs and feet are a bit sore. Glad to be home. Glad i didn't stay at the local bar where I keep meeting dropkicks on the way home tonight. Happy to just be in my space with my wonderful cat and away from all the noise. My neck is stiff and sore on the left side again. Slept on it wrong again. I'm feeling slightly cold, even with my jacket on and the heaters.
Glad that the wheels are in motion with centrelink and I will have some back pay coming soon enough to help while I find more work to cover me, as well as my business. It feel good to have my own business going from home now...even if I've only had one client so far. He will be a regular he said, and i already have one other guy who I have had around and they are both very decent and respectful blokes who appreciate my skills as a masseur and aren't lewd, so I appreciate that and feel safe.
I feel independent and love that feeling.
Sleepy now. Time for bed. So relieved the tram inspector decided not to give me a fine tonight on the way home...it would have been $274 that I don't have, and a major headache right now...but thanks to the man in the house not answering his phone to verify my identification and details, they decided to let me go without getting the police involved...very decent of them. I'm grateful for that.
Had a bit of an adventure earlier, and my legs and feet are a bit sore. Glad to be home. Glad i didn't stay at the local bar where I keep meeting dropkicks on the way home tonight. Happy to just be in my space with my wonderful cat and away from all the noise. My neck is stiff and sore on the left side again. Slept on it wrong again. I'm feeling slightly cold, even with my jacket on and the heaters.
Glad that the wheels are in motion with centrelink and I will have some back pay coming soon enough to help while I find more work to cover me, as well as my business. It feel good to have my own business going from home now...even if I've only had one client so far. He will be a regular he said, and i already have one other guy who I have had around and they are both very decent and respectful blokes who appreciate my skills as a masseur and aren't lewd, so I appreciate that and feel safe.
I feel independent and love that feeling.
Sleepy now. Time for bed. So relieved the tram inspector decided not to give me a fine tonight on the way home...it would have been $274 that I don't have, and a major headache right now...but thanks to the man in the house not answering his phone to verify my identification and details, they decided to let me go without getting the police involved...very decent of them. I'm grateful for that.
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I feel too much hurt from places I wouldn't have expected it. I don't want to care anymore, it hurts too much!
I feel tired and depressed.
I feel tired and depressed.
Spiderallis
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Trying hard not to let physical issues drag my mind down. Not working very well thus far, but I'll keep trying.
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