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Diamond Member
I am a clergy abuse survivor. I used to fear religion. However recently an acquaintance was talking about how she really enjoyed church that morning. Instead of being fearful or uncomfortable I felt jealous. Jealous that I grew up with such a negative experience with religion. While still feeling happy for her. Jealously isn't great but it's made me realize I've made a lot of progress and for that I am grateful. Also if it comes up I want to tell her I am a survivor. Speaking out has really been helping me lately too.
