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He spent the night with me. He's calmer now, though still being quite clingy. I spoke to the vet on the phone and she said just to observe him and not to worry too much unless he had another one. He hasn't but I'm still worried about him. I don't suppose that worry is ever going to go away now.
I feel happy, joyous and free. Words that might describe how I feel are; in harmony and balance, peaceful, in love, empowered, inspired, strong, rested and relaxed, creative and blessed. I even have a slight case of the giggles..:p:giggle::roflmao:
Much love to all who are working on healing from PTSD, May God Bless You All with peace, comfort, love and healing down to your soul!!!
I'm feeling strangely liberated! Why? Because today I had the revelation that I should live my life and not worry about disturbing/offending/or generally upsetting the neighbours.
The reason for this? And I realise that this may sound petty, but I don't care! When I moved into this flat there were no bins. I was told that I would have to buy them (at a cost of almost £29), as bins were issued to every property so if they are stolen, the tenants must cover the cost replacement.
My landlord kindly offered to reimburse me the cost and I am currently waiting for the cheque to clear.
Today I put the bin out to be emptied tomorrow. What did I spot? The bin that should have been here when I moved in (I know this because it has my address on it) in the neighbours yard!!!!
I feel good today. I went to my friends house for her to help me to understand some legal papers and she explained things to me in a way that I can understand and now I am not so worried. My situation is better than I thought. I feel relieved. She took me out for breakfast and that was a lot of fun.
I visited with her at her home and then I came back to the motel and I feel very calm and peaceful right now. I have been dealing with my pesky cognitive distortions and I am doing so much better and I feel very happy about this accomplishment.