What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Heather]

@ladee Thank you for your belief in the confidence in my ability to handle this. I wish I had that confidence.

I come unglued for awhile and then manage to pull it together.

It's either that or the "nut-barn".

 

[ladee]

You are being a mom... that's what happens when someone hurts our child. Unlike the way we grew up... How absolutely awesome that you are having all these feelings for your daughter and about her. You ARE handling it. What? You cry and rage and are sad and worried... sounds like you are doing all the right things.. and calling the police today.... you didn't have to... but you did.... I think everyone on this forum that knows you, feels you are handling everything above and beyond.. and if you don't believe in yourself, let us believe in you until you do.:hug:

 

[Lionheart]

I feel happy, healthy, and well....(whole).

I am looking at going back to work a few hours per week with assisted-employment which will allow me to make a few dollars per week and still keep my disability benefits. Also I am looking at starting an art class if I can find one to join...if not, I will still be developing my hobbies and painting or drawing etc. I haven't done either of these things in quite some time so I am hoping it will work out okay... I feel "good"; meaning no emotional or physical pain.

 

[notsurewheretoturn]

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Well I've got to go and get the drain dressing changed on Monday, so I'm just going to make an appointment to see the doctor, because I'm sure he is not getting any of the messages I keep leaving for him?

I'm really fed up with it all now, I was told in Holland, when they fitted that drain, that it shouldn't be inside me for any more than three weeks,.........I've had it in place now for two months now!

The NHS never moves very fast @gadgie, but that's usually a good sign that they don't think its too serious. You have to keep badgering them to get anything done.

Try to stay positive, my thoughts are with you.

 

[intothelight]

Feeling fantastic.....peaceful, hopeful, happy. Sometimes I am afraid to admit that as somehow acknowledging it will jinx it. :confused:

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Under suspense and feeling good at the same time. I am feeling calm.

 

[Heather]

@ladee Thank you for your belief in me in being a good mom. I try so hard. I just want a good life for both of us.... I think we deserve it.

 

[ms spock]

I am feeling mega stressed and anxious. I am not dissociating. I am not eating. I am not depersonalised. I am not derealised. I am not ruminating- well a bit of ruminating. But I am here in my body and it really is very stressful and uncomfortable. I feel like I am barely managing to be present and do what I need to do.

 

[ms spock]

I am feeling relieved after a few cries and a bath.

 

[Anrish]

@Ms Spock : Hope you will feel better soon. *sending hugs to the other side of the world* :hug: ...stress can turn us into non-feeling creatures, only tension remains. Do some more self care. ;)

I'm feeling a bit lost. Have a day off...how to spend it? :eek::confused:

 

[Rosewater]

Feel totally drained and lost with my whole life.

I'm exhausted after a weekend course, combined with a lack of sleep & having had to drive myself further than any time since my accident to get there and back.

To cap it off, just before I left a psychologist who was supposed to be helping our youngest with some anxiety issues decided to tell us she thinks it's Aspergers, but she's not making a diagnosis. We now have to investigate it & tell her what we think. My wife is in bits and overloaded by the stress, so I had to deal with that over the phone while I was away as well.

So, today is going to be a day of scooping up the bilge water and working through all this shit. At least it will give me a routine and something to focus on :rolleyes:

 

[Gadgie]

I was at the surgery today, having the drain dressing changed Again!

I said to the nurse that we have to stop meeting like this, lol, Honestly though, I really do hope that will be my last time?

I've made an appointment to see the doctor next Friday morning, (that was the earliest one I could get) but when I do see him, I'm going to let him know how annoyed I am!

I'm even going to phone the hospital tomorrow, to see if I can talk to the Urologist directly, as the last time I saw her was the 7th of January!!!.......Ive had this drain in for Two Months Now!!! and I'm fed up with it.