I know what's so incredibly-strange-unbelievably-happy, :wideeyed: , it's like I've got 'my'- 'a'- family back in a little way. :) :notworthy: I thought that saturday, & was in full-blown happy bawling :cry: . (Generally speaking I don't or can't cry/ feel too hollow/ sad to cry). :) But, understanding them helps a lot. And interacting in a new way today helped even more so. I am so very very very very lucky/ Blessed/ thankful. :notworthy:
I really really really can't believe it. :notworthy: :notworthy: :notworthy: :)
I've missed my family. :( :cry: And one sister's been terminal, afraid to go to her because of the other sister. Not now though. :)
Whew. :wideeyed: :joyful: