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Last night I read some of my book, Surviving Survival. It really is a great book to read, but, probably not if you have triggers. I'm going to read some of it today. Hopefully, later I will be more awake to read it.
I have some sewing that needs some finishing up. ;) I made my son a Sith robe last year and the entire sleeve came off! How did that happen? lol:hilarious: Plus I have several tree skirts that I've probably been working on, off and on, for more then 5 years. :oops:
I was having a rough day. I put on shorts and a tank top and have been under my soft blue blanket watching the wholesome christmas movies on the Hallmark Channel. I forced my self to go out and run and errand and get us our frappes. I will not cook until five o clock. I am feeling so much better.
I got invited to go to church with my new friends today. I was so glad because it is a decent one. We will go food shopping and we will get mocha frappes. I will take a shower this afternoon. Today is a good day. I will go for tacos for tonight. I made an appointment to get my nails done on Thursday and get my hair dyed on Friday. Hopefully meet with my daughter for coffee on Sunday.
I really haven't been feeling well for the past week both physically and emotionally. But last night I was asked to hang out with a new group of friends I've recently made and instead of staying home I went out. I had a really good time. I'm still hanging out with them to this minute. I'm feeling a little anxious because I'm not normally around people for this long but... I'm happy. I'm pushing myself outside of my comfort zone.
I didn't stress myself out by going to my father in laws and I'm going to take a nap. Seems like the thing to do today. Unfortunately, this disappointed my husband.
After a LONG 48 hours at work, I am having melba sea salt crackers with smoked salmon dip and a dark beer. Going to see if there is a good movie on TV.
It is over a year since I have been and I have lost my confidence in going. So today it is to have a chat with her and see what needs doing, then build back up to going very 3 months again.
Then on Wednesday we do it all again with my husband.
Tomorrow night I am having a candle party. Friends come around and hopefully stock up with candles for Christmas. I've spent a happy hour looking through the catalogue and have make a list of what I'd like to buy.