What Is On Your Mind Right This Second?

[ladee]

Thinking how a few months ago I was in the rabbit hole behind hearing from my son. And how persevering thru the hard times has so many payoffs. Sent him a text about turning 50, and told him I love him. Got a reply that was meant to hurt me. I replied with ' I love you'. I love recovery when it works out this way.

 

[Tinyflame]

Really confused about all the people from the past who've popped in to my life lately, in strange ways. :confused::( .. But also, I think, a bit aware, that it doesn't mean I have to forget the parts of the past I shouldn't, and don't want to, repeat. That I don't have to forget that. Not that it's all terrible, but not all good neither. And a world away in trustworthiness and even parts of character, or even care for/ about me (if I dare say so), now that I know what the difference is like.

Instead of confusion I'm going to aim for focus, safety, and peace(fulness).

 

[Ronin]

Kidlets.

And tangle of matches, hospitalized friends, and stuff I should talk to the boyfriend about, whenever I'm enough back to all is well mindsets.

 

[Mee]

Maybe I will cook a proper Christmas meal. I better make my mind up quickly though.

 

[Ellabella44]

Wondering where I go from here. I'm finding I'm missing some things that used to go on in my head before my secondary diagnosis and new med. They feel like they are up on a shelf I can barely reach and its good they are.

 

[Tinyflame]

Someone said the only teacher is great love or great sorrow. (Or close to that).

 

[Lionheart]

Life in general; regrets, mistakes and poor choices balanced with great love, self-forgiveness, and deep healing.

 

[Tinyflame]

I think the only way is sticking close together with those who care, moving forward, and never giving up.

 

[ladee]

I'm thinking I agree with you @Tinyflame !!! Heart hugs to you lady.

 

[Lionheart]

I am thinking about how lonely I am since my mom and sister passed away. And I'm wondering how to best live out the time I still have in this life, for myself and for others.

 

[RVA21]

Just loneliness. One day I have to work towards not having to be alone so much of the time. Else it feels I will go mad.

 

[MrMoonlight]

the cool air, what I'm going to do today be it walking a park or an errand, P
eta: need to be outside a little