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Went to bed at midnight yesterday (early), didn't quiet down til 4 a.m., couldn't sleep until 5 a.m. Woke up to find new schedule at work, extra calls, and due earlier (not allowed in Collective agreement past- nor present (waiting for arbitrator) ). God knows what they'll have planned tomorrow, feel like I could croak.
 
I had a total-fiction nightmare last night where the key points were…

- I was in mourning
- I was supposed to go see the 7 Sisters in Canada to complete my mourning
- A 35yo rabbit died (not what I was grieving)
- I kept trying to get on the freeway (the fast lane specifically) without a CAR. No vehicle whatsoever. Just making my cross country Canada trip… forgetting my f*cking car. And then bein baffled as to why I was having problems. (So were other people? But even they were in better shape than me. All blond and lithe and leggy.)

LMFAO. Okay, the symbolism in the last one? Just cracks me the hell up.

I have no idea whether the 7 sisters are the most prestigious law firms in Canada, the mountain range, or needing to go see the stars, if the Pleiades can even be seen over Canada. My noggin was quite insistent about it though, to the point that I actually promised to make the journey, and I don’t promise anything as a rule, even in my dreams.
 
the sloppy transition between full on short term disability and part time as tolerated work. Basically, if I stay in bed I get paid, but if I work, I have to work more than 2/3 of my normal work week to have anything more than what I would have received for staying in bed. And I get to do all of the extra phone messaging and requests for faxes and so does my employer evidently. When I am just about to cross the line of working that 2/3, my motivation is to go full on and work my normal load, at least cross the line enough to make all of the extra hoop jumping worthwhile. It should be, as I reach the 2/3 line, I should take stock of my progress and ask myself if doing more is going to cause a set back for my recovery.
 

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