What Made You Angry Today?

[amethist]

Having to wait 30 minutes for my dentist appointment, as she was running late, when I was pushed for time as it was.

 

[amethist]

Angry is not the word, I am furious.

I had an appointment at the Oncology department today, not knowing actually why I went anyway.

Oh what a wasted journey.

I was seen by the consultant who admitted to pouring over my notes for half an hour, to find no reason why I should be there. He understood that I had a slightly high white cell count, but that was all, apart from that there is nothing wrong with me, and I had been called there by mistake.

WTF I have been stressing out about this since I got the letter a few weeks ago. They really need to get a grip on things like this.

 

[ms spock]

How hard it all is - I am meditating, exercising but it is hard. It makes me angry how hard I have to struggle to heal.

 

[Whitneys story]

But I did progress today!

Good for you Ms Spock ((((((((((((((Ms Spock)))))))))))))) :hug: Whitney

 

[Whitneys story]

I had been called there by mistake.

I hear a lot of this in the US as the Medical field is so stressed about making enough money when the Obama Care Goes Through. If they can find a code to bill on they will.

(((((((((((((Amethist))))))))))))))) And what about the horrendous thoughts waiting to find out what the results were! Let the dogs loose on them. I would send a follow up letter to the administration. So sorry you were treated in this manner. Hugs, Whitney

 

[BlackbirdSinging]

When people blame their anxiety on my anxiety. It makes me want to scream. I was feeling anxious. I chose to open up about it to someone for once. And apparently it made someone ELSE feel anxious.

Then I got blamed for ganging up on the third person and making them feel anxious because "other people get anxious too you know". The thing was I had opened up to the FIRST person. And the second person overheard it and started asking questions and wound up getting into the conversation.

Sometimes when I feel this angry I want to be a real b*tch in general and say to whoever you know I'm sorry my anxiety is a problem for you. But if you don't want to hear about my anxiety then don't ask. So much for being open about my feelings. It just totally backfired on me.

 

[Britt.f7]

That I did not go work out today. Not that I work out, just treadmill and bike, but I haven't gone for a week and it is getting to me. Never mind that the first part of this week my dad had a heart attack and then, the next day, a stent put in. He is doing well, but, when I finally allowed myself to feel, I ended up depressed(despite the good results). Can't blame it just on that stress. I think I had been going down hill for some time now. Still not as bad as it once was.

Well I'll get back on the treadmill on Monday after my therapy appointment. Just because I missed some time doesn't mean it has to end.

 

[ms spock]

I am angry that I have so much distorted thinking in my head.

 

[rainy_daze]

My partner's inability to listen / hear what I say / have a conversation that doesn't feel as if I'm actually alone in a room talking to myself. :( + :banghead: = :arghh; / :mad:

 

[Whitneys story]

I am angry that I have so much distorted thinking in my head.

Keep letting it out! Try not to be angry as it uses energy that is better used for understanding. ((((((Ms Spock)))))).

 

[BlackbirdSinging]

Anxiety and hypervigilance. Seriously I HATE the way they twist my perceptions of basic everyday interactions into demented scary situations that send me into a state of panic and make me so upset that I sit and obsess and shake. It's SO hard to change my perceptions back to what ACTUALLY happened and calm down and stop shaking. I hate it SO much. I'm so tired of being scared of people thinking that probably innocent people are probably up to something and are probably about to hurt me.

 

[ms spock]

That I wasn't alerted to a change in plans.