What Made You Angry Today?

[Friday]

Me, myself, & I.

Just feels like therapy at this point is a f*cking waste of everybody's time. Can shit get worse? Of course. Always. But just on a black & white reckoning, the fat lady has already f*cking sung. The opera is over. All the crisis bullshit where there's shit worth saving is long past and we are in the motherf*cking breaking down of sets and sweeping the damn aisles. The cast has gone home, the crew is drunk, and the audience is on about their own lives. I don't have a life TO save. I'm trying to rebuild a damn life, and that is a pedantically cock juggling painfully slow, boring, and largely pointless process of no damn moment. Because I ain't at a place where I CAN bloody rebuild. So what do I need help with? Nothing to save. Nothing to do but wait. So what the hell? Sigh. >.<

 

[Ronin]

That this country is so soaked in nepotism not even changing a doctor is well doable.

& Then they wonder I'm just done with all of them and E&E whenever possible. :hilarious: It's bloody sanity. Keep calm self, breathe, and get the hell out.

 

[Anrish]

My cough getting so bad that I had to leave the seminar several times.

 

[Friday]

#PurgatoryProblems

I don't have oil for my hair.

Aaaargh. I really, really, really want to wash my hair.

I really (x4) don't want to look like a bush afterward. >.<

 

[Lola Nocheprieta]

Colleague at work talking inappropriately during interview.

 

[Ronin]

#PurgatoryProblems: ineffective painkillers

On another hand, passing out from pain = glorious relief. So no idea if I'm angry or if I'm just amused. Probably both.

& @Friday, I was tempted to say 'But if ya bush, I be hiding in you' and then I figured the topic again and double facepalmed. But. Yanno. Bushes? That's nature and beauty. :sneaky:

 

[Anrish]

My body - getting even sicker...so much for being at home and enjoying...:sorry:

 

[TXbandit]

Hope you feel better soon Anrish :hug:

 

[trying2movefwd]

Today I went to IOP expecting to get the therapist I requested instead I was assigned a therapist I don't connect with and do not really like. The hospital administration had me believe that I would get the one I requested. I was so angry when I got put with the therapist I didn't want today. I started crying in group and couldn't stop. I thought about leaving and never returning, i spoke with administration about this. I was super angry,anxious,depressed. They were worried i was going to hurt y myself. So they met with me an hour and made me see a doctor before they cleared me to leave. Ultimately they changed my care plan and did end up putting me with the therapist I requested. I was angry for some time. Now Im angry i behaved like a baby with the non stop tears. Ugh

 

[jaccat]

An article in a magazine, the subtext of which implies that writing makes people depressed and depressed people are utterly self-absorbed. The woman that wrote it is apparently a therapist! Not for one moment does she consider that maybe the deptression comes before the writing! Gah!

 

[Ronin]

That it took me about a week to recompose from so utter bullshit. Gee.

On another hand someone made my day yesterday & I'm really grateful for people who are both decent and reading vibes right. More point to the: that delusion is cultural, it's not me. Foreigners are normal enough and don't gaslight, simply say things like 'My mistake'.

 

[Gs172003]

My husband admitting he sabotages everything so we'll argue cause "that's the only way he knows how to relate" or something like that. Jerk