What Made You Angry Today?

[Saphy]

This result from a personality disorder test made me really really angry because I don't feel I'm this.... messed... up:

My Results:
Disorder||Rating
Paranoid: Very High
Schizoid: Very High
Schizotypal: Very High
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Moderate
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: Very High
Avoidant: High
Dependent: Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive: High

I can admit to (at the most) some obsessive-compulsive, dependent, avoidant, paranoid and antisocial behavior. But not to that extent nor the other disorders... D:
Has it really gone too far? Is this test just wrong or am I in denial? How can a couple questions define me so strictly... I mean my T had to ask me 100s of questions before she would give me the PTSD diagnosis. My T and I became too close (like mother and daughter) and she later explained she just didn't want to hurt me.

 

[Sazza]

Saphy i am quite against personality disorders as diagnosis, maybe its because i know for sometime they have been trying to pin me with one of them because of a certain characteristic and now with the PTSD in the picture its likely they will use that to combine them and use my reaction to recent incidents as a reason to say you have X Y and Z.

Try not to read to much into the self testing, i did similar one weeks ago and showed up stuff that i would never class myself as. To me i hate the word personality disorder as its like saying someone has a flawed personality, we are all individuals, yeah some of us may have certain traits or react similar to things but thats who we are. When the PTSD was mentioned to me not long ago, i was asked if i wanted a personality assessment i said no thanks. The psychiatrist said he had one, good for him but i don't agree with casting people in same personality box. We are who we are and such diagnosis carry so much stigma with them. So if you are in denail then so am i.

 

[Saphy]

Saphy i am quite against personality disorders as diagnosis... i hate the word personality disorder as its like saying someone has a flawed personality... We are who we are and such diagnosis carry so much stigma with them. So if you are in denial then so am i.

So much truth! Thanks so much for making me feel better. Man I was scared there for a second. Like I had to accept some sort of impending doom. Yeah, it really is difficult to imagine me as having a flawed personality since normally I'm such an outgoing and friendly personality. I'd hate for someone to call me histrionic or schizoid since I've never ever thought of myself in those ways. If these personality tests were true and 100% accurate (which I know they aren't), I'm sure I'd go sue whoever made the test. That's crazy since I'm so young and really haven't seen any of those characteristics develop within me except maybe a select few at a low dose. So knowing i could potentially have all that at the age of 19 is traumatic in and of itself. Glad I dodged THAT bullet (thanks to Sazza)!

 

[Queen Boudica]

Sat down in the waiting room in the front row, on the end, 3 empty seats next to me. BIG HUGE, LUMP of a man comes and sits right next to me. He was definitely over 6 foot tall and his body just flowed over the whole seat and into my space!!!!!!!! :mad:. (He wasn't fat, just stocky, very stocky) I could not stand it. Why did he have to come and sit right next to me when there were other chairs?! I sat there hunching over my bags, pretending to get something so I was as far away from him as possible. Then, as soon as I thought it was polite enough to seem that I was not getting up just because he sat there, I got up and went outside to calm down. Ughhhhhhhhh. Came back and found a seat at the back row on the end that was a bit more forward than the other seats so No IDIOT could sit right next to me and expand into my seat. Oh and he wreaked of smoke, BIG TIME.

 

[AngelaMarie]

For a change: Nothing!!!! :tup::whistling:

 

[Saphy]

Sat down in the waiting room in the front row, on the end, 3 empty seats next to me. BIG HUGE, LUMP of a man comes and sits right next to me. He was definitely over 6 foot tall and his body just flowed over the whole seat and into my space!!!!!!!! :mad:. (He wasn't fat, just stocky, very stocky) I could not stand it.

Ahhhh this annoys me too! I also have really major space issues so I can't stand riding on subways or busses where people are pushing into me. I seriously have to close my eyes or look out to the "horizon." (It's like sea sickness... more like city sickness.) But yeah, to avoid that if the place has a few extra seats, I just put my bag next to me. That way I can always "lean away" if needed. Hope that helps! (:

 

[CraftyCath]

Me too, I avoid public transport because I always get the 'nutter' who comes and sits right next to me when there are loads of other spaces! Or I get the person that stinks! what is it with me and attracting these people? I think I have 'nutter lover' tattooed on my forehead!

 

[jo may]

Being sat in the hospitals A+E for 4 hours, when I said the was nothing they could do. I got there sat there for an hour before I got seen and than told the was nothing they could do. I could have laughed if it wasn't 4am in the morning and I was sobbing my heart out.

I could have been at home safe and warm but no i was sat in hospital, PTSD triggering as the was a drunk guy walking round shouting at the staff. I couldn't go anywhere as they had put both sides up on the bed, and I felt trapped and panicked. No one gave me anything for the pain and I just sat there and sobbed.

I than waited an hour and a half to find out if I was going home, in the end I had to hunt her down and she mumbled something at me but I was already walking out the door.

I'm really tired but in a drained kind of way I have no lust for life today, just want to sleep and start again tomorrow. Only good thing is today I saw my own GP and he gave me some new pills for my pain but he said it could take up to 2 weeks to work. till than I have to deal with the pain. I actually hate Doctor's I think they are full of BS and should just be honest if they don't have a clue.

I'm not just angry I'm Pis**d off and tired might try a cat nap .

 

[CraftyCath]

So sorry to hear this ((((jo may)))),

 

[Sazza]

I make me angry, i swore i would never go down this path again as it gets me nowhere and just causes even more crap. Here i am again though on the same path, not sure where heading.

 

[jo may]

So sorry to hear this ((((jo may)))),

Thanks hunny I did have a cat nap but I still feel rubbish, but it's all good just part of life:p

 

[wife of]

Lol,don't start me I'd need to have a huge rant and I've an early start...

Thought I'd pop in and wish a peaceful evening to all who have had a rough day.x