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What Made You Angry Today?

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I was angry at the hospital this morning. I went to the unit for my appointment to find a notice on the door saying my docs clinic had been moved to the main hospital. So I get back in the car to go to the hospital, I struggle to get parked then go into the hospital. I went to reception, waited in a long queue. At reception the girl looked at my letter as if it were a dog turd, then informed me that the clinic was actually at the unit I'd started at. I explained about the note and she said that was from yesterday.

I am now shaking and becoming anxious and agitated because I am now late for my appt. So back to the car and back to the clinic. Reception there apologised and said the note was dated yesterday, I explained I barely knew the day let alone the date. She could see I was upset and calmed me down. Then the doctor was running late as she had had an emergency admission.

Luckily I had my iPod, I listened to Ts exercise and used essential lemon oil and then I listened to my audio book. I eventually saw my doctor and she has put me back on meds. So I then had to drive back to the main hospital and go to the pharmacy.
 
Not angry as such, more annoyed with the side effects of my new pills. They are for my FMS and I feel awful.

My hubby phoned for adviced and they said "it should only 5 days", ONLY 5 DAY'S yeah thanks for that. I'd like to see them deal with it for 5 day's.:cry:
 
Remembering:....when I asked for help from family I got $20 for a sitter....I never asked for help after leaving at age 16...but I was desperate...one child was chronically ill, the other up all night every night, I had chronic Migraines and my husband was long gone living with his fling...I was 20 and suicidal - scared - frantic - needed real help....$20......get a sitter....really!!!!!

FK YOU!!!
 
I am more than angry I'm really pi***d off, I put a status up on facebook saying how crappy I felt and how bad the side effects were. I only said I was having a nap and I found myself for the second time in a week being called a bad mum and useless:mad:

I was really upset so phoned my baby bro as he is a trained councillor, he said ignore them they don't know what they're talking about, after I felt a bit better but when I woke I was still upset.

It's like firstly, I never asked to be abused I just was at a young age, secondly, I never chose to have heaven babies, and thridly, I never asked to have PTSD and FMS!

I find people very judgemental about my disorders yet they know nothing about it. Maybe if they looked it up and actually found out what I go through on a daily basis they wouldn't be so judgemental.

I am not a bad mum I am a very loving and caring mum and I do what I can for them, they are my babies they will always come first.
 
Ok, Went to the shopping centre to get to the markets outside. Christmas decorations. :mad: And a big Huge Christmas tree outside where the market stalls are so you have to squeeze past it and other people to get to the stalls. :mad::mad:
  1. Christmas is not for another 2 months!
  2. It is not Chrismassy. It is 29 degrees today in bright sunshine. Australia does not get Chrismassy. And all the decorations look crass. (except for maybe the Victoria building) Christmas decorations are for dark, cosy, cold climates. Ok maybe for a couple of weeks before Christmas it is Ok to put the Christmas decorations up, then it feels a tiny bit Chrismassy. But 2 months before is just taking the P.
  3. I resent having to think about Christmas in October.
  4. And fake huge Christmas trees just look awful and takes up the space where people should be walking so you have to squeeze past people and I don't like it.
  5. Christmas was not good when I was a child and now I am starting to think about it. And then I try and compensate by trying to spend loads of money and make Christmas special for my kids, so the Christmas tree is piled so high with presents that you can't even see the Christmas tree. But it never works, cause I always think about the bad things.
 
I'm angry again at my mom's reaction. I even told her what she might say and what might not want to say to help me if she cared. I honestly feel like if her reaction hadn't been the way it was things with me might not ever have gotten so bad.
 
I'm angry again at my mom's reaction. I even told her what she might say and what might not want to say to help me if she cared. I honestly feel like if her reaction hadn't been the way it was things with me might not ever have gotten so bad.

This pissed me off when I read it because my dad is the same way! Sometimes I even manage my own anger and remember he's ignorant and use the communication techniques i've learned like the 'I' statement crap and positive sandwiches- still doesn't work. He'll forever be an Ass.Hole.

What really made me angry today is my friend, who knows what I'm dealing with at the moment not being able to interact with my own kids, tells me she'd rather sleep than watch her kid get an award at school. I know she doesn't mean it the way i'm taking it (she was just making conversation) but WTF!!!
 
Got really angry/triggered about a post which made me remember the church I attended growing up and the damaged and dangerous people who valued their appearance as good Christians above right behavior....It was ok to be a pedophile as long as you knew how to talk the language and appeared to have great faith... what hypocrites.
 
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