What Made You Angry Today?

[Traumagirl]

Loveneverfails, that is usually my problem at Christmas. My kids unintentionally trigger so many bad feelings. I completely understand.

 

[NarcSis]

Two other people in this house and no one can decide what I should make for breakfast!?

 

[safenow]

I am angry at myself today. I thought really selfish, greedy thoughts. I called a lady who's been assigned to help me with transportation to see if she would take me to WalMart tomorrow to get my eye's checked so I can get new glasses. I thought since tomorrow is Saturday she'd have time. At first she said yes, then called me back to tell me her grown children are coming tomorrow and she wants to spend the day with them and not think of other people. I said OK. But after I hung up I got angry.

Since her children are grown, wouldn't they understand that she's taken a job of transportation for others? How long would she be unavailable? lets see, pick me up, drop me off. 20 minutes. tops. Pick me back up, drop me off. 20 minutes. That's almost an hour.

Then I realized how selfish of me, to want her to not spend that time with her children. I hope she can do it next weekend. I need glasses really bad. And here, the weather changes all the time. I wanted to do it while there was no snow falling. I hate thinking selfish thoughts. I guess I've been getting too many good things happening lately and I'm becoming greedy.

 

[Britt.f7]

I'm becoming greedy.

That's not greedy, that's normal human behavior. You looked forward to something and now it is not happening. It is disappointment. You realized the importance of seeing her family. Totally greedy would be not seeing that at all. Realizing it is a sign of a good person.

 

[Britt.f7]

I'm angry that my stomach isn't working properly and hurting. I get tired of having this happen so often. I know I shouldn't be angry because it is just a fact of my life. But, every once in awhile, I do get angry at my body!:mad:

 

[goingonhope]

Let's just leave it at....I'm feeling frustrated and angry and not subjecting anyone to these feeling, rather I've been nothing other than sensibly assertive as I often again am, ...and even under some of the most troublesome and challenging of circumstances.

However, I do remain to feel beyond frustrated and angry at the time being.

In addition to it all I think our phone intends to ring and ring and ring and ring and ring all night long. :mad:

 

[Nighthawk]

My existence.

 

[Queen Boudica]

My ex H sending me an SMS wishing me a Happy New Year and all the best for 2013 right at the stroke of midnight. I don't want anything to do with the SOB and the last thing I need is a message from him at midnight when I am on my own depressed after spending half my life with that abusive, controlling :poop: and I am now left picking up the pieces.

When is he ever going to get it that I don't want anything to do with him and it is totally inappropriate to send me that message?

 

[Traumagirl]

Lizio. You have a right to be very angry. He has no to do that. I hope he figures that out soon.

 

[Queen Boudica]

This is what scares me. It has been over a year and he is still doing stuff like this. I think he is doing it deliberately. He cannot be that stupid.

I thought I was having a reasonable day today and he has shaken me again.

 

[Changing4Best]

When I was a kid, my parents were always having parties for their friends. The BIGGEST of these was their New Years Eve Party each year, to which they might easily invite 60 folks or more. We had a 17 room house, so this was not out of the ordinary in the least. They often had at least one dinner party per month and usually some other parties too, where folks came and had a few casual drinks, etc.

Not once did my parents ever have a Birthday Party for me!!! I finally realized this, this morning at around 3AM and I cried. I was very hurt and ANGRY!

 

[Britt.f7]

Not once did my parents ever have a Birthday Party for me!!!

This is so wrong. No matter what other things my mother may have done or not done, she always made sure our birthdays were special. We couldn't always have a party because we were poor, but we got other special treats, like not having to do our chores.

It's horrible when we realize how selfish our parent's were. I'm sorry. You definitely deserved a party or some sort of special celebration.