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What Made You Angry Today?

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Yeah, the neighbor(s)! lol...for me too, KP. My place is on the ground floor in the end unit of some townhouses/apartments. My back sliding glass door opens onto a covered patio about 12 ft by 8 ft. Then there is the back yard, but right at the corner of my little patio/porch, the yard only goes back about 20 feet before turning into a steep downward slope, covered with weeds and wildflowers.

People keep walking through there, mostly walking their dogs (and often off their leashes), and I feel like I live in a fishbowl! It ruins my privacy because they pass so closely by my door, and it startles me every time. Looking in that sliding door, you can see all of my entire apartment because of how it is set up.

I need to have the blinds open during the day so that sunlight comes in - there are only 2 other, smaller windows in my place and they are in a different area. I need the light for my work and to help with depression...wait a minute here, WHY do I feel like I have to EXPLAIN my need for light?! What if I just like it?! lol

Once last summer, I was relaxing in a chair that is in my living room, right beside one half of the sliding door. A big black dog ran right up onto my patio to see me, startling me badly because he was only a foot away from me, on the other side of the glass. I saw the woman who was with the dog, and I opened another door, my side door, to say something to her, and the poor dog tried to run into my apsg because he thought I was glad to.see him!
 
I got lazy and did not want to write checks so I used the credit card. Now my husband does not understand and he is very angry about this. I have a eight hundred dollar bill to pay. So I guess I will go back to writing checks. I am so angry that I have to write checks. I just wanted to write one check for all of it. It sure made it easier on me.
 
I seem to be angry most of the time, just the degree that varies. My counsellor says its normal as a PTSD sufferer.
What made me even more angry today, was a flashback while at work where I was totally dis-associated from my surroundings. If I had not been at work, I would have curled up in bed and cried my heart out.
 
My share in a repair worker in my house not giving me my apartment key back. Just called the police and asked what I could do. They said: "Two things. Go with the more effective one and file charges. If I were you I would do this." I asked what the other choice was. He said, a civil case (lawyer). Said also, he would definitely file charges.

I am way too nice. Naive. Or lets call it stupid.
 
No, I can't unfortunately. The longer this has been going on, the more uneasy I have felt coming home. When I am home, I have a security thing (another lock-type of thing I don't know the term for), but when I'm away he can just come in and party (at best).

The police were clear about what to do, so at precisely 3 pm tomorrow I shall do exactly what I had the idea of doing for a week already!
 
I'm feeling very grrhhhhh!,

I was signed off sick in December with heart failure & not expecting to return until April. at lunchtime I received a phone call from my school secretary to say, she & the Head had sorted out my cupboard &would be sending all my belongings, mostly teaching materials

to me via a colleague.

Now, I'm feeing really upset about this for a number of reasons a) my cupboard was the only storage place I had b) I had a lot of stuff in there that they would have no idea what they were c) I have enough worry over my heart failure &now feel like school are not expecting me to return to work, a prospect I am trying not to worry about at the moment.

I guess what I'm mostly annoyed about is they wouldn't allow me to go into school to sort out my things myself, makes me feel they don't trust me....!

Struggling with depression at the moment, I didn't need this.
 
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