Anger is a funny thing for me.
I don't usually get angry very often but when I do I go from calm to white hot pretty quickly. It's usually not about something that happened to ME. It's usually about something that someone did to another person.
It's usually ABOUT work.
I've been very angry about the elevator issue for a couple of days. White hot actually.
I got called into the boss' office this morning because I was accused of "yelling" at the elevator repair man (I double checked with the women who were with me at the time. I did not yell nor was I confrontational) I returned a curt comment for curt comment.
I was told that I should be more careful- the repair man had "reported" me and said that if he had another "confrontation" with me that he was going to, as my boss put it "pack up his toys and leave"
I'm frustrated because I can't actually DO anything about that. I spent the day avoiding him. I have proof that I didn't yell but what good does that do? "We don't want you to be known by facilities as a hot head, desi"
*rolls eyes*
Hows about I just roll over and play dead for you? Shall I just bend over and say thank you? No lube. I don't deserve it.
I can't even say I'm ANGRY about that.
I AM angry because a woman was trapped in that elevator, in the dark for two hours and no one had the sense to call me, or the balls to try to figure out how to get her out.
I have no idea what I am getting at. I was not angry today. I was yesterday. I guess that's the point.