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What Made You Angry Today?

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That I'm still stuck at toddler in regards to object permanence.
(Dear people I don't see or won't see for a while and how whole many emotions just fly off the window at it, because feelings hurt.)
 
There was a grass fire the other day next door to the neighbor that I know. When I saw the firetrucks arrive, I went over to see what was going on as I noticed she was working outside.

Her neighbor's shed had caught fire and I asked her if she had called it in. She said something about how she would not have done that. I was stunned and it did make me angry as she probably had noticed it.

I have been trying to get my boundary in place where she is concerned, and I believe I just did it. At least she did give the police the homeowner's name and where she worked.
 
My neighbor just came over to apologize for how she was acting when I was over there during the fire.

I sluffed it off and just allowed her to talk about it and how her neighbor with the shed was doing. A picture of the shed that burned was in today's paper.

I did become angry with myself as I did tell her that I was having a cyst removed from my back on Friday and might need her assistance afterwards.

As I began to talk, I began to feel like I should have kept my mouth shut. So, hopefully, I will be able to take care of everything on my own.
 
Anger is a funny thing for me.
I don't usually get angry very often but when I do I go from calm to white hot pretty quickly. It's usually not about something that happened to ME. It's usually about something that someone did to another person.
It's usually ABOUT work.

I've been very angry about the elevator issue for a couple of days. White hot actually.
I got called into the boss' office this morning because I was accused of "yelling" at the elevator repair man (I double checked with the women who were with me at the time. I did not yell nor was I confrontational) I returned a curt comment for curt comment.
I was told that I should be more careful- the repair man had "reported" me and said that if he had another "confrontation" with me that he was going to, as my boss put it "pack up his toys and leave"

I'm frustrated because I can't actually DO anything about that. I spent the day avoiding him. I have proof that I didn't yell but what good does that do? "We don't want you to be known by facilities as a hot head, desi"
*rolls eyes*

Hows about I just roll over and play dead for you? Shall I just bend over and say thank you? No lube. I don't deserve it.

I can't even say I'm ANGRY about that.

I AM angry because a woman was trapped in that elevator, in the dark for two hours and no one had the sense to call me, or the balls to try to figure out how to get her out.

I have no idea what I am getting at. I was not angry today. I was yesterday. I guess that's the point.
 
I'm angry at PTSD today and all of the symptoms.

I'm angry at the people who traumatized me.

I'm angry that I can't seem to make any of this go away.

I'm angry that I suffered and that I still suffer.

I'm angry that almost everything has to be a fight.

I'm angry that I'm scared.

I'm angry that I'm hurt.

I'm angry that OTHERS hurt me and I'M the one who has to fix what THEY broke.

I'm angry. I'm just so angry.
 
I'm angry that my aunt wanted my grandmother to travel with the sub instead of collecting her at the railway station. She had so much luggage with her and we really had to insist that our 80 years old grandmother didn't have to travel through half of Munich only because my aunt was to stingy to pay for parking...
 
One friend of mine teasing another friend of mine who always seems to be the one who gets picked on. So I told the teaser off, telling her that she should not pick on my friend like that and that when my friend gets upset because folks tease her, I get upset too. This is bullying. And it gets me upset, because when I was a little girl, it was me that they teased. Finally I got angry and said something. And you know what? Another friend of mine told me thanks for doing that and sticking up for my friend.
 
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