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What Made You Angry Today?

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F**king fireworks and guns shot mortars. My dog and I can not deal with them. It is very hot here and the door was open to have to cooler evening air. My dog ran off in a panic. I vomited 3 times in between calling through the dark woods and lane trying to find her. It took 2 hours to get her to come out of hiding. M-16 shot off any old time, and the lake effect the sounds shakes the windows. Then finally thought I had both of us calm to sleep and had huge vomiting and diarrhea. Hours head and bum on the toilet. Where to go to get away? Added joy was that the auto pay on the cell was not processed, and facing eviction. Anger does not cover it.
 
Slightly angry, quite a deal frustrated, ordering some things. After a lot of internal errors on their side, the order was confirmed as twice, without a possibility to withdraw the duplicate. I'm kind of glad it's something I have an use for a pair of, and money isn't the issue. Saving the rant on 'happenings like these are my reason for prefering to do every g'damn thing in person'. Mostly everything on distance tends to f*ck me up royally & if I can't control it, it'll be a mess. Relying on buggy technology and possibly stubborn people :banghead::banghead:

What made me happy to balance this out was two hours of a good sleep and without medication to get me there. Dear brain, thanks for cooperating. I'm trying to get sleep schedule into some sort of a normal one and I'd like to hope months long efforts will lead somewhere. Really don't want to go back to needing medication and/or anything else to get me there.
 
I got angry with myself today, well it was more frustration really. I wanted to stay outside and enjoy the sun while pottering away in the garden and weeding, using my adapted tools that I've made.

But the back pain got so bad, I had to call it a day, it's so annoying when your brain is quite happy to carry in, but your body says no, it's a constant battle.

I was in such a good mood as well today, the sun always brings out the positive in me, it's the winters that drag me down.
 
The fact that many canned vegetables now contain sugar. Maybe I never noticed it before... but REALLY???? SUGAR???? So far out of 6 different product lines I have found two that still do not... for green beans (I use fresh anyways never canned) and for green peas.

Just another blip in the difficulty with grocery shopping and buying premade or canned items. But my ugly brain screams "Who the f'ck is the Einstein who decided that vegetables don't taste good enough and to add sugar?". Someone saw the sour look on my face as I was combing through the canned veggies... and I stopped, went blank and said simply: "I'm allergic to sugar". She pulled a sour face too and said, "When did this happen and why do the manufactures think this is a good idea?". It made me feel just a smidge better.
 
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