What Makes You Angry Today?

[holdenmonty]

o yeah sooooo true

 

[dutchiedelta]

Been angry and then some for days now.
Getting screwed by my former government n a way i didn't think was possible.
f*ck them all.

 

[Kaishi]

Sympathies, Dutchie. A lot.

 

[Spock]

Been angry and then some for days now.
Getting screwed by my former government n a way i didn't think was possible.
f*ck them all.

My fav monsters, damn b-Crats (Bureaucrats or Civilianaires") always willing to not be there when it is their job or worse to stomp on you when it suits them if you are too noisy. I've been through some major battles with several. It was a major eye opener on how truly disposable we are to them. The suicide rates speaks to it like nothing else. We do well to support each other.

 

[holdenmonty]

The thing that pisses me off today is this but before some background story. So I forgot to pay my car payment one month and have been slowly catching up. The people that I have the loan through have called my work several times when I have been out of the office so they were concerned. I told them that I forgot to pay it one month and am slowly catching back up because we can't afford to do two car payments with our other bills.

So there is an opportunity for me to go to a different squadron at the base down the road but before they will even consider letting me go to that squadron I have to pass my pt test which I understand I don't want to get there and fail my pt test... but the thing that pisses me off is they told me that I have to go and meet with a financial counselor before I can go to the different squadron... I have given them not a single reason to not trust me. I have done my work and gotten everything done on time. I have shared with them what I feel comfortable sharing with them about the PTSD and all of that, and this is how they repay me for one small mistake that I'm working on fixing. They don't trust me to have my financial matters taken care of which to me if it's logical or not but to me it tells me that they don't trust me. If they don't trust me then why the hell should I trust them. I gave them access to my calendar on outlook so they can see when I have my appointments and that they are my mental health appointments. Now since they don't trust me I don't f*cking trust them for shit and have stopped telling them anything and have changed all my appointments to say medical appointment with no location, and if they call over to mental health to see if I'm there they told me that they will say that they can't confirm or deny that I am there. They have violated my trust so now I'm saying f*ck them.

 

[dutchiedelta]

PTSD can cause reckless behaviour. Including blowing money.
They might be following a procedure Holden.
Mind how much insight you give them in your private life.

 

[holdenmonty]

yeah I have cut them off. They aren't going to hear shit about what goes on. Everything is from now on strictly between myself, my counselor, and the doc that gives me my meds, and you guys of course. You guys don't judge and are very helpful.

 

[Friday]

I get to go have a Come to Jesus meeting with my son's counselor at school tomorrow. So excited. My son doesn't have enough people wringing his life inside out, let's add some f*cktwat counselor screwing with his head.

 

[Kaishi]

Any way you could opt out, Friday? Pull the parent card, it's-against-my-persuation, anything like that?

f*ck Xtians. (Like I don't mean Christians, I mean all this brainwashy 'it's so patriotic' Jesus shit, sure as hell sure they don't care about patriotism and don't really care about Jesus either)

 

[Friday]

lol... I'm with ya, Kaishi, entirely!

Not what I meant, though. Locally, the reference means to call someone on the carpet, toe the line or face the (not pretty) consequences, last chance to adjust their attitude before facing some serious wrath. In this case, my wrath. Dude seriously overstepped himself.

I think it's a conversion by the sword reference. Another irony.

 

[holdenmonty]

So here is what makes me angry today... stupid technology... So they have created this amazing program that they can make these pop ups happen on our work computers, but they haven't stopped there. They have set up this big notification program that can send you an e-mail to your work e-mail, your home e-mail, and can even send you a text message with the notification... So there was a power outage on base and they sent out two computer pop up notifications, e-mailed both my work and personal e-mail with the notification and I wouldn't be surprised to find a text message on my phone with the notification when I get to my car. Plus they have called my work phone number with an automated voice giving me the exact same notification and I have to press 1 to acknowledge that I have received the notification. So here is my frustration... how many damn times do they think they have to notify me of the same damn thing. I can understand the pop up and the e-mail to my personal and possibly the text message so I get it if I'm at work and if I'm not at work then I still get the notification but a total of 6 different ways to notify me of the one event and they used every single way. That is just f*cking stupid. But wait I just had an idea its the military of course they are going to use every single way just to be f*cking stupid. Sometimes I think we have to much technology. Just my two cents.

 

[dutchiedelta]

Pretty angry with myself right now.
Thursday late I got news that shocked me to the core.
It'll take a lot of recovery if ever from that.

Stupid me went on a med induced bender to forget.
A couple of days went by and I remember little to nothing.
That's nearly two months of suck ass withdrawal down the drain.

The f*cked up news still rocks my world and I might be going to pieces.
Losing the plot here.