I get jolted awake sometimes, while I am trying to fall asleep. I hate that! It annoys me to no end, but there seems to be no thought or image or anything like a flashback or something that goes with it, it just keeps me awake sometimes. I am puzzled about it now, though when it happens I am annoyed. That is one thing that emotionally moved me today.
I get annoyed at a friend of mine who keeps saying that she hates gossip and does not do it, but she will then impart something that someone said or did, but not say who said it or who did it or who it is about. I would rather not hear anything about it, but she insists on telling it to me, as if she is trying to tell me that she disapproves of something similar that I did. But again, she won't say it to my face, she is so confusing to me sometimes, drives me crazy! I don't ask her for any gossip, but I really don't understand what she is getting at. It is like she's gossiping anyway, because then you sit there and wonder who it was about!
I don't like it when folks talk garbage about other folks, and I will speak up and say I don't want to hear it. But with her, you cannot even do that, because she's not saying it about anyone in particular, only that when folks do that she disagrees or she disapproves or whatever. She is a most confusing person to figure out! Makes me wonder if someone has trounced upon her for gossiping, so she tries all these things to get around being accused of it, but loves to be a tell-tale anyway!
I am annoyed and confused by this and I bet it is even confusing to read!
