What To Do When Have Lost All Hope Working Towards A Better Life?

[Tinyflame]

That's very beautiful @Norrin . :notworthy:

 

[sun seeker]

It's one of my most persistent symptoms. Even during my decade of doing reeeeally well / virtually asymptomatic, that one was part of my daily life. To the point of needing to write reminders to myself on my hands in sharpie that "we have time" when I was hyper focused on doing everything now-now-now.

Interesting. I have that, but I thought it was part of my hypervigilance and didn't connect it to the sense of foreshortened future. I wonder if it could be either, depending on why you feel that urgency to do everything now? I don't feel that I won't be around to do it later, more that something terrible will happen if it doesn't get done. I know I also have the foreshortened future thing but it manifests in different ways.