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He says he wants to hang out, but when it comes time to do so, simply doesn't. He goes rogue for days on end. He won't answer my phone calls but will text saying he loves and needs me. He tells me the night before that he's headed out on a motorcycle trip with his best friend (verified fact). If I didn't know any better, I'd think there was another, and that he's just giving me lip service, but I know PTSD throws a huge monkey wrench in any run of the mill suspicion. He's recently admitted to feeling like he's mildly depressed and in a state of transition, and in comparison to past years filled with nonsensical fighting and strife, he's been much more subdued this holiday season. Just distant.
