When A Sufferer Doesn't Receive Needed Help Or Support

[goingonhope]

If it's alright to say so, right about now, I'd really like this way of living to all just f'n end. I am so thouroughly beaten, and I would love to go out and get f'n high. Smoke some marijuana, drink some budweisers and evaporate.

 

[Muzikluvr]

It's all I ever think about, Goingonhope, the lack of concern from my family, the way they were all turned against me. It is like, the worst trauma in my life. I've been raped many times. I've had guns held to my head, been strangled almost to death, etc... none of it consumes me as much as my dad not believing me when I told him I had been raped. I constantly seek the perfect way to tell him so that he'll believe me, and protect me, and trust me again. Even now, when I know that I will never believe him or trust him again.

It's not easy living through neglect, abandonment, and rejection that is experienced while traumatized.

(((goingonhope))) Linking arms

 

[goingonhope]

Muzikluvr, ..."the lack of concern from my family, the way they were all turned against me."

Oh' I understand so well. :notworthy: It's the worst.