When you're 1% away from quitting freelance stable gig...


You KNOW things are BAD.

I just did that, I think. Not sure how it will go. Honestly, I am numb to anything currently.
I know I have SO MUCH to pay, and I need this gig, BADLY, NOW, but then again, I need health help. That's obvious. I mean if it wasn't obvious until now it would be now.
Everything is in chaos and I'm burning it to the ground.

I've never been as clueless as to what will happen forward.
I just know that if forward is happening, there will be HUGE changes. Or else I keep repeating the same mistakes.