You Know You Have PTSD When...

[Friday]

The Realize... It's been more time than I said. Significant. So someone is either worried, pissed off, or dead. And that's all my fault. But doing jack about it? (Aka get in contact days later)... If they're not dead, would give them legit cause to worry, which pisses me off. :banghead: Just shoot me.

 

[Friday]

...when just shoot me... Triggers a whole bunch of mental provisos. Like, not through a bone, cause bone fragments are on my shit list today. Do I need to qualify no joints? Nope. Joints involve bone. See proviso one. FFS. >.< My head hates me.

^^^^
Is halfway to hilarious. :hilarious: Cause not only has zeh brain started ala carte ordering GSWs like we're at an ice cream parlor or something, but then goes ahead and decides that's too complicated and just says double tap & STFU, or hey, we could do knives?

Yo, brain? You & I need to have words. Cuz this shit has gotten about retarded enough to be funny.

 

[Ronin]

When ... guys can someone say something rlly enraging I need to heal :hilarious::banghead:

Friday what bout. You say something enraging, help me, and I shoot you, as outwardly it'd look a logical snap cover.

 

[Forgetful]

When you are so disorganized you can't find anything.
While you frantically search for something you think where the hell did I put it? Immediately followed by the thought what the hell am I looking for?

 

[Ronin]

When once in a while you have all your things together, but can't find emotional attachment to them. What's this one meaning to me & why don't I just sell it?

 

[Deleted member 28740]

When you are so disorganized you can't find anything.

The dog brush. She is very smart and likes to be groomed but did not hide it. Small place we have so were TF is it? Weather and temp changes have her in both normal and winter coat. Winter coat shedding and she looks wolfish.

 

[Ronin]

When... grief & rage & shame for not having done more alternatively what was done are three pals of yours.

(On another hand, they may be three sticks that can't be broken. :sneaky::ninja:)

 

[Marie E.]

You know you have ptsd when you are the only one arguing with yourself.

 

[oasis2003]

When all sorts are going on in your head but you cannot feel your body at all .

 

[Ocean5]

When you are so tired, and worn out. You just want to sleep. Yet your mind, and adrenalina just won't let you.

Part of it is fear of night terrors/nightmares. I want more than 2-3 hours of sleep at a time! I don't want to wake-up in cold sweat with pillow soaked.

 

[Ronin]

When what stops you is remembering to never go anywhere hot zone with a death wish, because you'd survive it because God hates you for some reason, but buddies wouldn't.

 

[Anrish]

When you avoid walking in crowds and feel relieved when you're able to close the door behind you.

When you will never understand how others get to know, in touch or together....it's a big secret for you.