You know you are a life time sufferer of PTSD when…
Your grandmother cleans her attic and finds over 50 to do lists you wrote, as a 5 year old.
You are surprised to learn that you wrote to do lists as a child, and that you had created more of these lists than drawings or art as a child and it oddly puts things in perspective.
You see pictures of yourself as a child but don’t remember ever being there, at that place, and are surprised to learn you were.
You are convinced you’ve never been somewhere, and will argue it passionately, knowing you are right…. Just to be shown a picture of yourself at that place and time.
Acting is 2nd nature to you, and you never get stage fright.
the stage is somewhere you feel most safe and skilled, because nothing bad ever happens on stage and you find having so manny witnesses (that you never have to talk to one on one; aka the audience) around comforting.