I Want To Die

[EveHarrington]

the title says it all.

 

[sonicwhite]

I have the desire to die. And the sting of death has been taken from me. I no longer fear death. I wished it would come sooner than later. Maybe wake up in heaven. Or killed in a car wreck, but I don't want to kill myself.

So please understand that we have fallen ill to this. One day at a time. God has you in His hands. He will never let anything seperate you from Him.

Have hope and peace. I'll be praying for ya.

 

[Ka-9]

I can understand that Eve, all I can do is one day. Then tomorrow, I'll do another. Everything is created to "die" (I prefer recycling) one day, but I figure why not fight to see what tomorrow brings, really there's nothing lost except pure effort and stubborness, (of course it's a far tougher fight for many of us).

Here's sending positive energy from across the pond.

 

[Deleted member 541]

I've been where you are and I'm sure many many people on this site also. We've all fallen into that deep dark abyss that seems like it's sucking you down even further.

Keep writing, keep asking for help and most important KNOW that you are important....

 

[illusionist]

I know this need/want too well. Thinking of you.

I question, at these times, why I feel this way....is there something I can do to present circumstances to work towards hope for the next hour/ next day/ next month. I know my feelings are related to past emotional feelings flooding the present situation.

Hope you find balance soon.

 

[hodge]

Many :hug:s, Eve.

 

[BlueDream]

Eve,
I know from talking with you, that you are a very brave, strong lady.
Keep fighting, I know it's hard. But I think Ka-9 is right, just take it a day at a time. I'm sending some stubbornness your way (cuz I got plenty) and a big hug!!

 

[EveHarrington]

I see life as just biding my time until death.

I've never accomplished anything and at this point there are symptoms that prevent me from functioning normally. I have no right to be a burden on society or my family. The only solution that I see is death.

 

[BlueDream]

You made me realize I can't hide and heal myself.

 

[BlueDream]

I know that doesn't stand up as marjor life accomplishment for you, but for me, without you, I would still be hiding.

 

[EveHarrington]

I have no idea what you're talking about?

 

[Gs172003]

I see life as just biding my time until death.

I've never accomplished anything and at this poi...

Eve as someone still mourning the suicide death of a family member, trust me when I say they would rather you be here. We would rather you be here.Regardless of what you think.