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[Deleted member 29920]

Totally agree, thanks.

 

[Milo's papa]

You're welcome.

How are you? I believe hope all's going well with you.

I've been away from the site for awhile helping my son with wedding stuff.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

Struggling with stuff, I missed you @Milo's papa, are you well?

 

[Milo's papa]

I'm doing okay. Having problems with my neck and shoulder, but otherwise ok.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

It's strange how I've come back to this. My mother is on my mind. I don't want her to be. She tried to contact me on my birthday on my old mobile phone.

My mother is "hiding" on Barra, a Scottish island. I wonder where she'll run to next.

I have to accept that she got away with what she done to me. There's no actual evidence. So they can never lock her up.

I wish she was dead.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

To dread being looked at when you are a child, a teenager, a woman. To dread people looking at you because you think you're ugly. Because your mother criticised your looks. To dread being looked at even though you're beautiful.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

To dread being looked at because looks can lead to unwanted touch. To hide yourself from the world, and from the person who brought you into the world.

 

[Recovery4Me]

I understand and am listening. ((((hugs)))) You are very brave today. Xx

 

[Deleted member 29920]

Thank you @Recovery4Me :hug:

 

[Deleted member 29920]

To suffer bad things in order to avoid even worse things. To suffer just to keep yourself sane.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

To rise above all the shit and the abuse and laugh in their faces. I'm still here and I'm staying! You can't beat me.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

To rise above all the shit and the abuse and laugh in their faces. I'm still here and I'm staying! You can't beat me

Well said!:ninja::ninja::ninja::hug::hug::hug: