5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Lionheart]

I caught the 1917 version of B last year... 11 days in the ICU, 7 months on supplemental o2. 4 months to walk across a room. Dreadful stuff, influenza. :wtf: That particular version was a bitch in and of itself, but it essentially melted the surface of your lungs allowing for sooooo many secondary infections. Been almost a year, and I'm still recovering. Nasty nasty virus.

I am so sorry that you've had such a terrible time!!! :hug:'s
Sounds like absolutely horrid stuff. :sick:
Scary.:wideeyed:

 

[Tinyflame]

1. Well I missed the 1st bus.
2. Was thinking, what does it matter if I am not to blame, if I actually am or it's somehow my fault? :Who's at fault- blame-what? Everyone? No one? Myself? -Ugh. :( :cry:
3. And how is it, that those who say 'We are never alone' are the ones who themselves are not alone? And I'm guessing have not been, or they wouldn't say it, simply because it leaves those who are not only alone but with a big chasm of non-understanding, too. :meh::( -Hopeless. :cry:
4. Then I get next bus, and some guy gets in to an altercation with the driver about why they deserve to be killed- their fault (a driver was murdered last month), one guy told him off, the driver ended uo telling him to shut up or get off, and he'd had enough, and the guy got off.
5. I got ready for 911 because looked like the driver was going to need it, but there was about 6 of us that could/ would have been able to physically intercede, because I am strong though small, too. And I thought later, he wasn't alone, but the guy who was killed was, a bus I've taken many many many times.

 

[Tinyflame]

1. And supposedly at age 7 we know what we're doing. :meh:

 

[stronglady]

1: My family,friends and kids supporting me through my battle with breast cancer which was caught early
2: Taking it very well seeing my hair being shaved off today.I start chemo on Tuesday,know my hair is going to fall out.Wearing a wig now.
3: Daughter and I spending a little time together today
4: Seeing my oldest son getting his third ear piercing yesterday,was cool about him doing it.
5: Cleaned my garage yesterday finally,tools put away and junk thrown away

 

[Naoru]

1 *sitting with you all for company*
2 All I can do atm.
3 Strength and healing to you @stronglady
4 :hug:'s

 

[Ronin]

1. Yeah, Netherlands & asylum out of question, but Germany & refugee-ing may not be.
2. In every case, that demands I don't die of starvation & cold till May, minimum.
3. Three two one, know the drill. Ready to die but never will. It is in love that we find skill.
4. Everything mentee said to that relationship. It wasn't my fault. Blame? Was effing wrong. I'm not that person.
5. What would K.M. say to any of this? Probably 'Make the jump, but choose your height, and choose your backup.'

 

[Anrish]

1. Day 16 out of 30. Almost over.
2. Was too tense to sleep last night.
3. My colleagues sang Happy birthday to me.
4. Sleepy...
5. Hope for a calmer week.

 

[DharmaGirl]

Happy Birthday, Anrish!!
1. I am feeling happy about something my mom said. It made me feel strong.
2. I have to change my avatar since I got rid of that damn rooster.
3. I'm still tired. The cellulitis on my back was almost healed, now it's getting worse again.
4. I'm tired of being sick, so I am eating a lot better and getting outside every day.
5. I want my MTV.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I have to dose something on re reading my diary.
I got up way too early today.
Thinking of you @DharmaGirl .
I had a rooster that used to chase me and we got rid of him too.
Hugs for everybody:hug:

 

[Tinyflame]

1.

4. Everything mentee said to that relationship. It wasn't my fault. Blame? Was effing wrong. I'm not that person.

:hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::tup:
2. 1/2 way @Anrish :tup: :hug::hug::hug:
3. Hugs to all, & @Lola Nocheprieta @Naoru @DharmaGirl I'm sorry didn't mean to neglect you :hug:
4. I think healing, partly, comes from making some understanding out of all of this, and kindness/ care where there wasn't any before (or violence), and peacefulness/ safety instead in place(s) of terror (of the heart).
5.:notworthy::notworthy::notworthy::notworthy::notworthy::notworthy::notworthy:.

 

[Anrish]

Thank you @Junebug :happy::hug: ...only 14 days and 12 over nighters left...:ninja:

 

[Tinyflame]

1. Wonderful @Anrish ! Homestretch! :) :tup: :tup: Hey if that is a pic of you you are so beautiful! (I knew that, in & out. :) :inlove: )
2. And many many many hugs @ladee , @GrayOwl , @desiderata310 . :hug: :hug::hug: