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5 Things I'm Thinking Today

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1. why am I still up? ok, after this I'll try to sleep?
2. I need to figure out medical insurance so I can get better medical care. major flair on the chronic pain.
3. All my life, I've lived cautiously when it comes to life choices. I'll put my body at risk with behaviors, but schooling, jobs, sex, etc, I've always taken the safe path... until this last year. wtf?
4. no matter what happens, tomorrow afternoon I will try to nap...really... I will.... I need rest. Actually at this point it's today's afternoon. tomorrow already happened. heh
5. damnit. forgot to call the dentist.
 
I am thinking about people who are unforgiving.... what a miserable life they must have
I am thinking about what a bitch I can be sometimes...
I am thinking I apologize and not do those things again.
I am thinking how much I have grown to make mistakes and forgive myself
I am thinking I am glad I am me, and no one else... I have no hero's... only friends and mentors.
 
I am thinking of making a sun-catcher out of a wooden hoop, LED crystals, and rainbow-colored embroidery thread.
I am thinking of doing it to honor my mom because I get my creativity from her.
I am thinking that the kind of person I choose to be is more important than the kind of cards I was dealt.
I am still trying to wrap my mind around the fact that some folks don't think.
I am thinking of a future move to another state.
 
1. Need to travel more while I feel good.
2. Mother's day is a day of contrasts, a lot like life, good and bad.
3. Love meeting people from different parts of the country.
4. Looking forward to seeing my children and my fur babies!
5. In facing fear, I take control and it doesn't control me. (I crossed the suspension bridge on foot!)
3.
 
Never fails, a day full of thick sky spray results, the next day, in a head full of massive yellow snot.
Thanks, solar radiation management crew, mind sharing exactly what that is you're spraying up there?
Warmth...need more warmth this day...inside and out.
Prepare self for the upcoming grocery tour and mom's meals on wheels prep and delivery.
Anticipation can often be just as exhausting as the action, if not more so.
 
what a miserable life they must have

Yes, this is so true! And you are wise to know this. Whenever I start judging I think of this.

kind of person I choose to be

Wow, this is really profound. I would like to make a sign out of this to hang in my workshop. May I quote you?

I'm thinking that steroids are like meth to me. Even my steroid eye drops are making me feel like I can do all my projects in one day AND clean the house.
I'm thinking I should be practicing my choir song.
I'm thinking of going shopping, I need wire for the floor of my coop, since some vermin like creature is getting in. Then I will put another floor on top of that. Get through that, you evil vermin.
I'm thinking that I love coffee.
I'm thinking about how blessed I am.
 
It keeps raining on my days off.
I don't know why that's a problem, I like the rain.
Why wait until after work hours to start drilling holes in the ground? They do understand people live here, right?
I have a nearly, but not quite, headache.
Not sure watching foriegn language dramas is sensible when that's the case. Oh well.
 
1: so distracted from the point of today...if there was a point? hmm. i have to think on that.
2: my brain is "coming back online;" i find that i can focus more on academic pursuits and that means more follow through on research, reading and writing.
3: the pain flare isn't dampening the focus; a silver lining.
4: why do med side-effects often include the very symptoms the meds are supposed to be eliminating?
5: was there a justin bieber equivalent in the 1700s music scene?
 

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