Hi all,
Have you ever had something, or a series of events that bring you a lot of joy-pleasure, send you in overdrive?
For e.g, you obtained something you wanted for years, means the world to you, and you get so excited you function well on little sleep, full of energy, experiencing the world brightly, even thinking this is a new beginning.?
This has happened to me personally and always makes me wonder,
Ive had a psychiatrist once ask me if I was taking drugs during the above example, and we cracked a little joke about it. (i did not take drugs) But im trying to figure out the cause of it. If its just my temperament, or PTSD, or even something else like hormones.
I understand people get really excited for the things they truely want in life, but i did feel close to getting out of control. I even asked a psychiatrist if I was developing bipolar II because I was never ever like that in my life before, but he said no, as I became aware of it and tried to calm down after about 4 days or so. and I suppose also because its not like i have a very average life at the moment and i suddenly feel like this. I guess then there would be more cause for concern. Nonetheless, other people are in my situation but did not react as strongly.
So after this first event a few more times, while experiencing the thing i wanted for years, i catch myself going back into this state a bit but i snap myself out somehow "bringing me back to earth". I just experience a lot of joy like i can feel it in my veins, and music is just great. you dont want to stop feeling like this, but I force myself to soon after realising again that one would crash at some point and would be bad.
So since its happened now a few more times, I wonder if my PTSD makes me more prone to being "hyper-excited", due to having not the best homeostasis from the PTSD or if its something else
Can anybody relate to this? If so, where do you think it stems from regarding yourself *your PTSD or some other attribute or condition*?
I'm interested to hear if there are any similar experiences too!
Have you ever had something, or a series of events that bring you a lot of joy-pleasure, send you in overdrive?
For e.g, you obtained something you wanted for years, means the world to you, and you get so excited you function well on little sleep, full of energy, experiencing the world brightly, even thinking this is a new beginning.?
This has happened to me personally and always makes me wonder,
Ive had a psychiatrist once ask me if I was taking drugs during the above example, and we cracked a little joke about it. (i did not take drugs) But im trying to figure out the cause of it. If its just my temperament, or PTSD, or even something else like hormones.
I understand people get really excited for the things they truely want in life, but i did feel close to getting out of control. I even asked a psychiatrist if I was developing bipolar II because I was never ever like that in my life before, but he said no, as I became aware of it and tried to calm down after about 4 days or so. and I suppose also because its not like i have a very average life at the moment and i suddenly feel like this. I guess then there would be more cause for concern. Nonetheless, other people are in my situation but did not react as strongly.
So after this first event a few more times, while experiencing the thing i wanted for years, i catch myself going back into this state a bit but i snap myself out somehow "bringing me back to earth". I just experience a lot of joy like i can feel it in my veins, and music is just great. you dont want to stop feeling like this, but I force myself to soon after realising again that one would crash at some point and would be bad.
So since its happened now a few more times, I wonder if my PTSD makes me more prone to being "hyper-excited", due to having not the best homeostasis from the PTSD or if its something else
Can anybody relate to this? If so, where do you think it stems from regarding yourself *your PTSD or some other attribute or condition*?
I'm interested to hear if there are any similar experiences too!