@jaccat your valerian thought made me chuckle.
@TexCat believe your experience. You aren't making things up
1) wanted to make a post here and/or send an email to my t, but was too busy and now too exhausted
2) this lack of sleep, etc has got to get remedied.
3) I punched the frig. sigh. old habit coming back.I'm not beating myself up over it, but I am taking it as a warning sign. And grateful I had the presence of mind to not hit too hard. I don't need another broken knuckle. ... the frig probably didn't deserve it. probably. heh
4) I should listen to mumford and sons more often. I really like them
5) so... it isn't just that the dog is wiggling around, he actually knocks the cushion and blankets off the couch on purpose. he's such a massive wiggler I always assumed it was an accident but I just watched him do it very intentionally. what is he, part cat?
6) ok, time to go to bed... why am I sitting here exhausted, unable to think, but still trying to .... what? I don't even know at this point.