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5 Things I'm Thinking Today

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1. 24 hours.
2. Whole this reaching out is stupid & so is napping on it.
3. 'Listen, throwing at you whatever sins of the past, that's some diabolical bullshit and you don't have to listen, it doesn't even matter where the truth was, the thing to do is aim for forgiveness.' -M.B., lately.
4. Would be probably easier if I didn't dream of Baby Mermaid. (She'd want me to stay and keep myself f*cking well, goddamn it.)
5. Who fishes in the river & For whom the bell tolls.
 
Listen, throwing at you whatever sins of the past, that's some diabolical bullshit and you don't have to listen

You really do not have to listen to that anymore okay?:hug:

In my life here, I have a established good reputation that I have worked so hard for, grateful:singing:
Not with my toxic daughter though, she is trying to destroy me and failing.:singing:
The true kindness of people in my life that help and support me, grateful:singing:
It is a better day and somehow I am going to not only survive but thrive.:singing:
Be strong everyone, hugs for the true human beings.:singing:
 
1) Life has been insane and exhausting. I want to catch up on all the 5-thing posts I've missed but don't have the bandwidth. Sad. Ok,five-thingers, if I missed something important, let me know. :P
2) I have so much to do, but I am so badly sleep deprived. I guess sleep is the priority
3) Ok, dear voices in my head. F-you. I am not lazy
4) confuzzled
5) trudge
 
I needed today's yoga class. Glad it was an energetic one.
Just saw an advert for a horror movie called Valerian- do the makers know valerian is a wildflower and herbal sleep aid? The advert seemed to be full of monsters.
Still too many cookies.
Coaching my friend through a new promotion is proving interesting.
Where am I going with these photgraphs?
 
1. Maybe my rape never happened and I just made it up in my mind.

2. Why am I going to subject myself to the torture of trauma therapy again on Wednesday?

3. Thank God my student's dad didn't hit my dog when she bolted out the front door and across the street.

4. Why do I bother trying to explain ptsd to my husband.

5. Boneless spicy wings are the best!
 
@jaccat your valerian thought made me chuckle.
@TexCat believe your experience. You aren't making things up

1) wanted to make a post here and/or send an email to my t, but was too busy and now too exhausted
2) this lack of sleep, etc has got to get remedied.
3) I punched the frig. sigh. old habit coming back.I'm not beating myself up over it, but I am taking it as a warning sign. And grateful I had the presence of mind to not hit too hard. I don't need another broken knuckle. ... the frig probably didn't deserve it. probably. heh
4) I should listen to mumford and sons more often. I really like them
5) so... it isn't just that the dog is wiggling around, he actually knocks the cushion and blankets off the couch on purpose. he's such a massive wiggler I always assumed it was an accident but I just watched him do it very intentionally. what is he, part cat?
6) ok, time to go to bed... why am I sitting here exhausted, unable to think, but still trying to .... what? I don't even know at this point.
 

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