One Of Those Days

[Wagg]

You know that time where you see someone be just belligerent and disrespectful? And the feeling you had to want to kick the asshole's face in? Well.. that's me right now. Every day. I just want to hurt someone. Not someone who doesn't deserve it. I mean to someone who does! At times I just want to run someone down with my truck, or smash a fools face in. This violence thing has got me hooked but how do I deal with it?

 

[jamz]

You deal with it... plain and simple..
It's like telling someone to get out of the cold... the longer they stay out in it the worse they'll get.
Common sense Wagg.

If all your doing is sitting around bottling up your anger thinking about how everyone else is wrong and you can have no part of it. It's gonna lead to a fight.
If you want to change the idiocracy then you gotta try and find a positive to all this negative energy.
And stop lambasting about some a hole who is in the wrong. You're gonna burn yourself out if you think you can fix all the woes of the world. And it doesnt stop with the first one, once you get that rush back you want more blood.

Have you ever fig out why the f--k you want to educate ppl?
Fig that outand next time you post, along with saying you want to ask why you want to. It's goes a lot deeper than just a rush. You want the rush from combat... jump out of a plane, sail across the atlantic ocean in a 35' sailing boat, wrestle gators. But tuning up f--k wads is not gonna stop the f--k wadiness. there are too many jack offs in the world.

If you want to get a few of your friends and start a fight club... we did it. It was awesome; rules, codes the whole 9.
But what we gained was respect for each other.

Dude, I know where your coming from.
Trust me and so do about 99.9% of the folks on here.
But your not gonna solve shit with fighting.

The forces taught you how to protect yourself, maintain that discipline.... it's essential for self preservation and gives you that feeling of control you had in the military. Find an outlet, mine is guitar and art. And I found that I'm good at both. Everyone has something to offer this world. And expressing how f--k'd up things are by going out and gooning some doofus is not getting anything across... except a right haymaked.haha

Keep this up, try not to hide when you should be out and getting shit off your chest.

And frankly... f*ck these idiots... they're f*cking morons, k.
None have a clue of what you know ofr been thru and none care.
Let them live in their denial and ignorance.
The next time you see these aholes just f*cking laff to yourself.
Cause you have one thing that you know you have done that these dip shits have no balls to even consider.

Hope it helps Wagg

AIRBORNE!

jamz

 

[Ted Moen]

I used to call that mood waiting for a self nominating target. Acting out that mood, usually on people in leadership positions who obviously needed some creative learning experience in leadership, is pretty much what led to my medical retirement from the military and federal civil service. It feels so right to provide a deserving target a creative learning experience. It feels so good to release those intence feelings. And when I was younger, the fact that it frequently ended in my expulsion from an activity or workplace was of no concern to me.

Leaders wherever reminded me of some of the inept leadership I was challenged with surviving in Vietnam, triggered some intense feelings.

I was never able to manage that mood in a work environment, even with a lot of therapeutic support and some medication.

These days, after ten years of retirement, I am able to manage that mood without destroying relationships and activities in my current situation. It's a hard one to get control of.

Good luck.

Ted

 

[Jimmy1]

You know that time where you see someone be just belligerent and disrespectful? And the feeling you had to want to kick the asshole's face in? Well.. that's me right now. Every day. I just want to hurt someone. Not someone who doesn't deserve it. I mean to someone who does! At times I just want to run someone down with my truck, or smash a fools face in. This violence thing has got me hooked but how do I deal with it?

Mate, what Jamz is saying is true, but having been in your situation it's not as easy as common sense. That overriding urge chews you up and it's so hard to control like Ted has said.

Maybe go and seek out an MMA or Kickboxing Club. You might get the shit knocked out of you but you will certainly get rid of that nervous energy mate.

Jimmy

 

[jamz]

Me too Ted...

Somehow justice was served in my eyes.
But I usually got the f'n shaft in the end.

 

[jamz]

Jimmy is right, it's not easy where you're coming from
With me on meds and drinking added to the rage and I would eventually explode.
I guess it depends how define bettering your life(not battering... sorry had to.haha)

 

[Anglesachse]

Ok, one tin of "HtFU" and a toe stepping.

On one of the other threads you started up with "Aggression" and "Wanting to Hurt Someone". I mentioned, that your not alone, (you realy aren`t) and that you need to get help in dealing with it.

I also mentioned that we here, can only help you so far. Point you in the right direction, put ideas on help in your head, give you a kick in the arse or whatever, the rest is down to you.

At the end of the day Wagg mucker. If you ain`t willing to go get the help that YOU KNOW you need. Stop Bitching! and live with it.

It realy is a simple as that. Either you do something to get control of the aggression or you follow the feeling and go for beating the shit out of some f*cking civvie and live with the consequences. If you do and then expect to find SYMPATHY, you will find it in a dictionary between SHIT and SYPHILIS. And not with your brothers.

You have a problem and you know what needs to be done. Stand Tall, stand Proud and go get the help you need, get the help that should have been given to you, the help you have earnt.

The Fight club stuff the others are talking about is a good idea, but like most things, it is only a cap. It teaches you to channel the anger, teaches you to lower your stress cup levels in a controlled enviroment. But it doesn`t deal with the reason why you are angry, and so long as you don`t deal with the real reason you will not find peace and stop being so angry. Anger will allways be there, it is an emotion that has a purpose but we need to get it back into perspective.

Hang tough Brother.

 

[arwarfighter]

You know that time where you see someone be just belligerent and disrespectful? And the feeling you had to want to kick the asshole's face in? Well.. that's me right now. Every day. I just want to hurt someone. Not someone who doesn't deserve it. I mean to someone who does! At times I just want to run someone down with my truck, or smash a fools face in. This violence thing has got me hooked but how do I deal with it?

Hey brother, I have that same problem. (Reference my post about smashing faces with a brick) And as a martial artist I can tell you that it may help a lil, but what you realy need is help from a professional. That's what it took for me anyway. I've had friends that joined MMA clubs to channel anger and to some degree it helped. But what alot of them found was that they just got mad out on the mat too. And noone wants to train with the guy who can't keep it together on the mat. I'm getting off topic. You are free to go to my thread to vent all you need. But I urge you to see someone. I strugle every day with rage and anger, but my therapy helps me get through. And some days I am not so angery. I'm not saying it's a magic cure. But it does help.

 

[Jimmy1]

Hey brother, I have that same problem. (Reference my post about smashing faces with a brick) And as a martial artist I can tell you that it may help a lil, but what you realy need is help from a professional. That's what it took for me anyway. I've had friends that joined MMA clubs to channel anger and to some degree it helped. But what alot of them found was that they just got mad out on the mat too. And noone wants to train with the guy who can't keep it together on the mat. I'm getting off topic. You are free to go to my thread to vent all you need. But I urge you to see someone. I strugle every day with rage and anger, but my therapy helps me get through. And some days I am not so angery. I'm not saying it's a magic cure. But it does help.

Mate, I couldn't have said it better myself. Therapy by someone who understand us veterans is the only way to go.
Once they have earned your trust and you feel comfortable, they can dig down among that vault of nightmares and find the reason for the anger. Like anything good mate, it takes time.

 

[Wagg]

Thanks for the words guys. It's just , I don't know where the f*ck I'm going anymore sometimes.

 

[jamz]

Well you know were you've been. And something you should be proud of.

Keep the spirits up, and we'll help you the best we can.