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[vikingr24]

Steel,
It is not easy to OD on pills and it is quite unpleasant when someone does. It is not just going to sleep and not waking up. You have to take a lot to succeed and it ends up with severe abdominal pains, nausea, headache and choking, even all of the above.

I will add to the guys before. Get some help. The VA is getting better at this but don't rely on them alone. A lot of this is OJT. Finding a good therapist is not easy but you have to do the work. Once you find one, life gets better -- well a little anyway.

You will absorb a lot here if you stick around.

 

[Deleted member 33437]

Have you ever tried out an AVE device?

Do you mean BrainTap with Dr Porter?

 

[CyclePath]

Nope. Read this: Link Removed

 

[Deleted member 33437]

Nope. Read this: Link Removed

That's pretty funny, I'm Canadian listening to Dr Porter which is an American. And you're the American listening to a Canuck from Edmonton! His product seems Very similar to what Dr Porter does. i have difficulties with these gimmicks, not only they are really expensive but only a handful of folks I've heard using them and benefitting from it, im not one of them yet.

 

[CyclePath]

I just pulled up that site because it had a page that describes AVE devices. I dont listen to whoever or whatever was there. Simply use the AVE device. I like it.

 

[Grizzly]

Well, unfortunately my anger has peaked. Maybe it's been 6 months since I have been off my meds. Maybe it's been building. Just don't know. Right right wrist is sprained cause I decided to try and teach a wall a lesson.

Tuesday I get into an altercation with an asshole in a Honda. He decided I was being a dick because I use my cruise control and kept passing him. He made gestures. Then he decided to lock up his brakes on an interstate in front of my at 75. I knew what his intentions and was ready. However I was already into park out of the car and moving towards his and found myself reaching. Anyway he took off.

Yesterday I walk into my office. Say good morning to my supervisor. He's apparently in a pissy mood and not speaking. I move on though the AO thinking f*ck it! Later I am in a meeting and listening to him bloviate. All I wanted to do was throat punch him and then crush his skull.

Not sure WTF i going on lately. I'm having 0 tolerance for most people.

 

[Deleted member 33437]

@Grizzly I call it the "BS meter is broken" and "f*ck it" button full on

 

[vikingr24]

Breath, and let it go, Grizz. It ain't worth jail. I took out an asshole trying to squeeze me out of a parking space and fortunately a cop was there quickly. I just restrained him on the hood of his car but he does not know how close he came to losing his balls.

Ain't worth it. Breath and let it go.

 

[Grizzly]

Breath, and let it go, Grizz. It ain't worth jail. I took out an asshole trying to squeeze me out of a parking space and fortunately a cop was there quickly. I just restrained him on the hood of his car but he does not know how close he came to losing his balls.

Ain't worth it. Breath and let it go.

I know. I've been scratching my head all day wondering why it's illegal to waste stupid people!

Why?

 

[vikingr24]

I got to read my own message once in a while. Really pissed today. Have to handle DR (Disaster Recovery) next week. Command post crap. Calling people in. Status reports. CRAP.

And then some twerp asks me to approve a change during the freeze for changes. WHAT PART OF FREEZE DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND? I feel like organizing a firing squad behind my desk.

Yup. Breath and let it go. I am just here. A zed. Zero. Nothing. Zilch. Nada. Cipher....

 

[CyclePath]

Been there done that many times over. It always happens during missions / operations and I've done a lot of HA / DR / CA as well. Just remember that at some point you have to execute the plan and it is too late for changes, but it is important to remain as flexable as possible. Sounds like you have a "lesson learned" for the after action / hot wash.

Remember, we all reserve the right to get smarter later ;-) Hang in there, at least you doing something that makes a difference!

 

[Deleted member 43454]

I'm outa here. f*ck those who violate peoples privacy and think it's not a problem. f*ck those who talk shit behind peoples back but won't say a mother f*cken word in person negatively. You must've been high as well. On that big pharma bullshit to think I'm not going to give a f*ck.